Chapter 10: The Sash
Three months later, on a Saturday morning in early autumn, Lily came downstairs holding the dress.
It was the flower girl dress from the wedding.
David had folded it into a bag after that day and put it at the back of the wardrobe without quite deciding what to do with it.
Lily held it out toward him.
"Can I wear this today?" she asked.
"To Ruth's."
They had been visiting Ruth most Sundays.
It had started without being decided — David had taken Lily once, then again, and somewhere along the way it had become the kind of thing that simply happened.
"That's your special dress," David said carefully.
"Are you sure?"
Lily looked at it.
She turned it over in her hands, examining the sash — which David had washed and re-pressed without telling her why.
"It's a nice dress," she said.
"And Ruth has a garden."
David looked at her.
She wasn't thinking about the ring.
She wasn't thinking about the ballroom or the whispers or the three hundred faces.
She was thinking about a garden and a nice dress and a Saturday morning.
"Okay," he said.
"Put it on."
She disappeared upstairs.
He heard her singing something to herself, tuneless and cheerful, the same way she'd hummed in the kitchen the morning after.
He made sandwiches for the visit.
He fed the cat — Ruth's cat, whose name was apparently Gerald and who had decided, over the course of several Sundays, that David was acceptable.
He put the sandwiches in a bag.
Lily came back down in the dress, the sash tied slightly lopsided.
He fixed it without saying anything.
They drove to Ruth's.
Lily ran ahead up the front path and rang the bell before David had even closed the car door.
Ruth opened the door and looked down at the dress.
"Well," she said.
"Don't you look wonderful."
"It has a sash," Lily said seriously.
"I can see that," Ruth said.
"Come in, come in."
They had lunch in the garden.
Gerald sat on the wall and watched the proceedings with the expression of someone who had seen better parties but was willing to tolerate this one.
Lily fed him a small piece of her sandwich crust, which he accepted without gratitude.
After lunch, Lily went to the far end of the garden to investigate something near the fence — a beetle, it turned out, of apparently significant interest.
David and Ruth sat in the two garden chairs with their tea.
"She's doing well," Ruth said.
"She is," David said.
"And you?"
He thought about it honestly.
"Better," he said.
"Getting there."
Ruth looked at Lily, crouched at the fence with her dress spread around her on the grass, completely absorbed.
"You know," Ruth said, "Margaret used to say that children are more resilient than we give them credit for.
That they take their cues from us.
If we're steady, they're steady."
"She sounds like she was wise," David said.
"She was.
In most things." Ruth paused.
"She was wrong about Cara.
But she was right about most things."
Lily stood up from the fence and turned around.
"Daddy!
There's a beetle and it has spots!"
"How many spots?" he called back.
She looked down at it.
"Seven!"
"That's a good number," he said.
She crouched back down, satisfied.
Ruth smiled into her tea.
David looked at the garden — the slightly overgrown edges, the afternoon light, the small girl in the flower dress counting spots on a beetle — and felt something settle in his chest.
Not loudly.
Not with announcement.
Just quietly, the way things do when they are finally allowed to.
He picked up his tea.
He didn't think about Cara.
He didn't think about the account or the posts or the settlement folder on his phone.
He thought about pancakes on Saturday mornings.
About a yellow coat at a school gate.
About a six-year-old who had stood in a ballroom full of strangers and said *I didn't take it* and been right.
"She told me something last week," he said.
"Lily?" Ruth asked.
"She said she wasn't scared that day.
At the wedding." He looked at his cup.
"She said she was sad because people didn't believe her.
But she wasn't scared because I was there."
Ruth didn't say anything for a moment.
"She's right, you know," she said finally.
"You were there."
Lily's voice came across the garden: "Daddy, can Gerald come look at the beetle?"
"Gerald makes his own decisions," David called back.
Gerald, as if on cue, stood up on the wall, stretched with great dignity, and jumped down into the garden.
Lily laughed — bright and sudden and completely free.
It carried across the whole garden and didn't stop until it was ready to.
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