Chapter 3: What the Doctor Already Knew

I called Claire back four times.
Each call went straight to voicemail.
I sat in the driveway with the engine running and tried to think clearly.
The doctor had said do not confront him.
Not don't worry.
Not it's probably nothing.
She had said do not confront him, like she already knew what kind of man Jason was.
My phone rang.
Unknown number.
"Mrs.
Hartwell?"
"Yes."
"This is Dr.
Reyes.
I want you to know I just spoke with Claire.
She is physically safe."
I exhaled.
"What is going on?
Please.
She's my daughter."
A pause.
"I can't share her medical history without her consent.
But Claire has given me permission to tell you one thing." Another pause, shorter this time.
"She needs you to come.
Not later.
Now."
"I'm already in my car."
"Good.
And Mrs.
Hartwell — please don't call Jason.
Don't text him.
Don't let him know you're coming."
I pulled out of the driveway without answering.
The drive to Claire's house was twenty-two minutes.
I know because I watched the clock the entire way.
I went over everything I knew.
Claire had lost a pregnancy before her wedding.
Jason was the father.
They had kept it secret from everyone, including me.
That alone was painful — but it wasn't criminal.
It wasn't the kind of thing that made a doctor lower her voice.
Something else was wrong.
I pulled onto their street and parked two houses down the way you do when you don't want to be seen.
I sat for a moment watching the house.
Jason's truck was in the driveway.
The front curtains were drawn.
My phone buzzed.
Claire.
*Come to the back door.
Don't knock.
It's unlocked.*
I got out of the car.
The side gate was open.
I walked through the backyard, past the patio furniture they'd bought last summer, past the baby swing still in its box.
I pushed the back door open slowly.
Claire was standing at the kitchen counter.
She was thirty-seven weeks pregnant and she looked like she hadn't slept in days.
Her eyes went to me and something in her face broke open.
"Mom."
I crossed the room and held her.
She was shaking.
"I've got you," I said.
"I'm here."
We stood like that for a long moment.
Then I pulled back and looked at her properly.
"Tell me everything."
She glanced toward the hallway.
We could hear the television in the front room.
Jason was home.
She leaned close and kept her voice barely above a whisper.
"The pregnancy I lost — it wasn't just a miscarriage, Mom.
I was six months along.
They induced early because something was wrong.
Something Jason did."
My hands went cold.
"What did he do?"
She opened her mouth.
The hallway door swung open.
Jason stood in the doorway in a gray t-shirt, a coffee mug in one hand.
He looked at me.
Then at Claire.
His expression didn't change, but his eyes did.
"Linda." He said my name like a statement.
"I didn't know you were coming."
"I was in the area," I said.
He looked at Claire.
"You called her."
"She called me," Claire said.
"When you took my phone."
A beat of silence.
"I was worried about you," he said.
"You were getting worked up."
"I was talking to my mother."
He smiled.
It didn't reach his eyes.
"Well.
She's here now." He looked at me again.
"Can I get you anything, Linda?"
"No," I said.
"Thank you."
He nodded once and walked back down the hallway.
The television volume went up.
Claire waited until she heard him settle.
"He checks my phone," she whispered.
"Every night.
He has my passwords.
He reads my messages."
I kept my voice steady.
"How long?"
"Since the first pregnancy." She pressed her hand flat against her stomach.
"Mom, I need to tell you what happened.
May you like
All of it.
Before Monday."