Chapter 10: What Settled, and What Grew

The divorce was finalized seven months later.
I got the house.
Primary custody, with Richard having the children every other weekend and one evening a week.
Child support set at the full calculated amount.
The hidden account split in my favor, with a penalty adjustment for the misconduct.
Patricia had been right — once the documentation was in front of a judge, his position had not been strong.
He signed on a Wednesday.
Patricia called me at noon.
"It's done," she said.
"Thank you," I said.
"For everything."
"You did the hard part," she said.
"I just organized it."
That evening, Carol came over and brought dinner.
We ate at the kitchen table while the babies sat in their bouncy seats and watched us with their enormous, serious eyes.
"How does it feel?" Carol asked.
"Quiet," I said.
"Mostly quiet."
She nodded like that made sense, because it did.
David came by the following weekend.
He brought a gift for the babies — three small stuffed animals, one for each — and sat on the living room floor with them for an hour while I made tea.
When I came back in, he was lying on his back with all three of them crawling over him, and he was laughing.
I set the tea down and watched.
"You're good with them," I said.
"They're good with me," he corrected.
We drank tea when they went down for their nap.
"I'm sorry I didn't say something sooner," he said.
"Two years ago.
When I saw them at the bar."
"You told me the truth when it mattered," I said.
"That's not nothing."
He looked at his cup.
"How are you, really?"
I thought about it.
"Some days are hard.
Most days are okay.
A few days are actually good." I paused.
"The good days are getting more frequent."
He nodded.
"He asked about you," David said.
"Richard.
When I saw him last month."
"What did he ask?"
"Whether I was still in contact with you.
I said yes." He looked at me.
"He didn't say anything after that."
"Good," I said.
Outside, the garden was different now.
I had spent three weekends clearing it, a little at a time, during nap hours.
It wasn't finished.
But the worst of the overgrowth was gone, and you could see the shape of what it had always been underneath.
That night, after David left and the babies were asleep, I stood in the kitchen and made tea for one.
I didn't think about it until the cup was already in my hand — one cup, one mug, the right amount of water.
I took it to the back door and stood looking out at the garden in the dark.
The air was cool.
The neighborhood was quiet.
Somewhere down the street, a dog barked once and then stopped.
I thought about the woman I had been a year ago — standing in that kitchen doorway while the men in the living room laughed, holding plates, burning with shame, not yet knowing that the worst of it wasn't even the laughter.
I thought about my daughter grabbing my finger at the window.
I thought about three green lights on the baby monitor, all at once.
I wrapped both hands around the mug and felt the warmth of it.
There was a long way still to go.
There would be hard days and complicated pickups and moments when the unfairness of it would sit heavy and close.
That was true and I knew it.
But tonight the house was mine and the children were asleep and the garden was beginning to show its shape again.
I took a sip of tea.
It was enough.
It was more than enough.
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