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Chapter 6: What Patricia Did

I had not spoken to Patricia in eleven years.

The falling-out had been over something that seemed small at the time — a disagreement about our mother's estate after she passed, a few sharp words that became a silence that became permanent.

I had told myself it was just how some families ended.

I had told myself I was at peace with it.

I was not prepared for her voice on that recording.

She and Gerald spoke for forty-three minutes.

Daniel and I listened to every second.

By the end, I understood everything.

Patricia had introduced Robert to Gerald.

She had been the one to tell Gerald about the wedding, about the children, about my finances, about the job I was about to leave to help raise Robert's family.

She had given Gerald everything he needed to build his threat.

And she had done it because she believed — she had actually believed — that I was making a catastrophic mistake and that destroying the engagement was the kindest thing she could do for me.

"She thought she was helping you," Daniel said carefully, when the recording ended.

"She thought she was helping me," I repeated.

"Mom—"

"She sat at my kitchen table the week after Robert disappeared," I said.

"She held my hand while I cried.

She told me it was going to be all right." My voice was very steady.

I was surprised by how steady it was.

"She knew exactly why he had gone.

She knew the whole time."

Daniel closed the laptop.

"There's more on the drive," he said.

"Bank records.

Gerald paid her.

Not much — it wasn't about the money, I don't think.

But he paid her."

That landed differently than the recording had.

Patricia had not only helped Gerald out of misguided concern.

She had taken money for it.

I stood up.

I walked to the window of Mr.

Hargrove's small conference room and looked out at the rain on the street.

"Robert knew," I said.

"He found out.

That's why he wrote what he did — *someone closer to you than you ever realized.*"

"He must have spent years piecing it together," Daniel said.

"The bank records go back twenty-eight years.

He was careful.

He documented everything."

I turned around.

"Gerald is still alive.

Patricia is still alive."

"Yes."

"And Robert left us all of this."

"Yes."

I looked at my son — this man who had been ten years old when his father walked out the door, who had grown up watching me work double shifts and skip meals so the rest of them could eat, who had never once in thirty years made me feel like the sacrifice was too much.

"What do you want to do?" he asked.

I thought about Patricia's voice on that recording.

The ease of it.

The way she had spoken about my life — my choices, my future, my children — as though they were problems to be managed.

As though I were someone who needed to be saved from herself.

"I want to do what Robert couldn't," I said.

"I want to finish it."

Daniel picked up the USB drive and held it for a moment.

"Then we start with Gerald," he said.

"He's the one who made the threat.

He's the one who put this in motion.

We go to him first, with the recording, and we let him know what we have."

"And Patricia?"

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Daniel set the drive down on the table.

"Patricia," he said, "is going to have to look you in the eye."

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