Chapter 5: Champagne and Careful Smiles

Gerald Marsh had the kind of face that had always seemed trustworthy to me.
Square jaw, silver hair kept neat, the easy confidence of a man who had never been in a room where he felt unwelcome.
He had hugged me at my mother's funeral.
He had called me "kiddo" until I was twenty-two.
I smiled at him.
"We'll be right there."
"Everything alright?" His eyes moved between Daniel and me with the practiced warmth of someone who had spent decades reading rooms.
"Just needed a minute," Daniel said.
"Long day."
"Of course, of course." Gerald laughed — that familiar low laugh.
"Come on.
Your father-in-law is about to give a speech and I have a feeling it'll be one for the books."
He held the door open.
We walked past him into the corridor.
I did not look at Daniel.
I did not need to.
My father was standing near the front of the ballroom when we returned, a microphone in one hand and a glass of water — not champagne — in the other.
He was still in the wrinkled suit.
He looked smaller than I had ever seen him look, and I understood now, fully, that the smallness was not performance.
"There she is," he said into the microphone, and the room turned toward me with the warm, indulgent attention of people who had eaten well and drunk freely.
He spoke for four minutes.
He talked about my mother.
He talked about the day I was born.
He made a joke about my terrible taste in films that got a real laugh.
He looked at Daniel and said, with a steadiness that cost him something, "I hope you know what you have.
I hope you spend every day making sure she knows it too."
The room applauded.
I applauded.
Gerald Marsh, two tables away, applauded loudest of all.
Afterward, during the next round of dancing, I found my father at the edge of the room with his water glass.
I sat down beside him.
"Dad."
"You look beautiful," he said.
"Stop." I kept my voice low.
"I talked to Carol."
His hand tightened slightly around the glass.
"Did you."
"She told me about Gerald.
About what happened to the company."
He was quiet for a long moment.
The band played something slow.
Couples moved on the floor.
"I didn't want tonight to be about that," he said.
"I know.
But it is now." I looked at him.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because you were happy." He said it simply, without self-pity.
"You were planning a wedding.
You were the happiest I'd seen you since your mother.
I wasn't going to walk into that with this."
"Dad—"
"I handled it wrong, I know.
I should have told you sooner.
But I kept thinking I'd have it sorted before you needed to know." He set the glass down.
"I don't have it sorted."
"Daniel has photographs," I said.
"Documents from his father's office.
Transfer records with dates that don't match.
A signature that can't be right."
My father turned to look at me slowly.
"He found them three weeks ago," I said.
"He's been holding them."
"Why?"
"He said he was waiting until he had enough.
I'm not sure I entirely believe that, but the photographs exist."
My father looked across the room to where Daniel was standing with a group of guests, laughing at something, performing the role of happy groom with a precision I now saw differently.
Then his gaze moved to Gerald, who was refilling his champagne at the bar.
"He's here," my father said.
Flat.
Quiet.
"I know."
"In this room.
At your wedding."
"Dad."
"I shook his hand tonight." His voice did not rise.
That was almost worse than if it had.
"I shook his hand and I thanked him for coming."
"I need you to stay calm."
"I am calm."
"I need you to stay calm for a little longer." I put my hand over his.
"Because if we do this wrong, those documents disappear.
Daniel said so and I think he's right."
My father looked down at my hand on his.
He took one slow breath.
"What do you want to do?" he asked.
Before I could answer, Daniel appeared at my shoulder.
"Gerald just asked me where the bathroom is," he said quietly.
"He's heading down the east corridor.
His jacket is still on his chair." He paused.
"His phone is in his jacket."
My father and I looked at each other.
"How long does a bathroom trip take?" I asked.
May you like
"Three minutes," Daniel said.
"Maybe four."