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Chapter 5: What Deanna Knew

"What is he planning?" I said.

Deanna exhaled slowly on the other end of the line.

"He's been talking to a lawyer.

For about three weeks.

I didn't know the details until today — he called me from the road and he was panicking and he said more than he meant to."

"What kind of lawyer?"

"Family law."

The contraction that came next was the worst one yet.

I breathed through it with the phone pressed to my ear, eyes shut, and when it passed I was gripping the bed rail hard enough that my fingers had gone white.

"He thinks the baby isn't his," I said when I could speak again.

"He doesn't know what he thinks," Deanna said.

"That's the problem.

I told him six months ago that there was a possibility — a small one — because of the timing of when we ended things.

I told him because I thought he deserved to know.

I wasn't asking him for anything.

I wasn't trying to cause trouble for you."

"But he didn't tell me."

"No.

He didn't." A pause.

"I'm sorry for that.

I should have considered what he'd do with the information.

I thought he'd talk to you.

Instead he talked to his mother and then to a lawyer."

"What does the lawyer want him to do?"

"Delay signing the birth certificate.

Request a paternity test before any legal documents are filed.

His mother was supposed to — she was supposed to make sure you didn't sign anything before he arrived."

I thought about the voice memo.

*Tell them there's a dispute.*

"The nurse," I said.

"The one who came in and gave your phone to his mother.

Do you know who she is?"

A silence that lasted just a beat too long.

"What nurse?"

"Someone came into my delivery room in scrubs and handed a phone to my mother-in-law.

The hospital has no record of her."

"I don't know anything about that," Deanna said.

But her voice had shifted slightly, the careful steadiness replaced by something that sounded like genuine surprise.

"That wasn't — Chris didn't say anything about a nurse."

"Then who did?"

"I don't know." Another pause.

"Mara, I called you because I thought you should know what was coming.

I'm not your enemy.

Whatever happened between Chris and me ended a long time ago.

You're the one having his baby in a hospital room right now, and you deserve to know what you're walking into."

"If you want to help me," I said, "tell me everything he said on that call.

Every word."

Deanna told me.

It took about four minutes.

By the end of it I had stopped gripping the rail.

My hand was in my lap, very still, and I was listening with the particular stillness that comes when you are not reacting because you are storing everything instead.

Chris had told her he was forty minutes out.

He had told her his mother was with me.

He had told her the plan was to arrive, speak to the hospital administrator, and request that no birth documentation be finalized until a court-ordered test could be arranged.

He had a letter from his lawyer in the car.

A letter.

In the car.

He had driven to a job site with a lawyer's letter in his car on the day his premature baby might arrive.

"One more thing," I said.

"The woman who came in with the phone — the one in scrubs.

If it wasn't someone Chris arranged, who else knew I was here?"

Deanna was quiet for a moment.

"His mother called him the second you went into labor.

But she would have called someone else first."

"Who?"

"His aunt.

Sandra.

She's the one who connected him with the lawyer.

She's the one who's been — she's been pushing this the hardest.

She never liked you, Mara.

Even before any of this."

I had met Sandra twice.

Once at a Christmas dinner where she had spent the evening asking Chris about old friends from his hometown.

Once at a birthday party where she had looked at my engagement ring and said, *well, it suits you,* in a tone that made it clear she didn't mean it as a compliment.

"Does Sandra have any connection to this hospital?" I asked.

"I don't know," Deanna said.

"But she used to work in hospital administration.

Years ago.

Before she retired."

The door opened.

Paula leaned in.

"Mrs.

Callahan?

The doctor is on her way.

We're going to get started soon."

"Thank you," I said.

"Give me two minutes."

Paula nodded and pulled the door back.

"I have to go," I said to Deanna.

"I know.

Mara — I'm sorry.

For all of it."

I ended the call.

May you like

I sat for one moment with the phone in my hand.

Then I called my sister.

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