Chapter 6: Just the Two of Us

I opened the door.
Vanessa had changed out of the designer tracksuit.
She was wearing a simple linen dress, hair down, no sunglasses.
She looked younger.
Smaller.
She also looked like someone who had rehearsed what she was about to say.
"Can I come in?"
I stepped back.
She entered and sat in the chair near the window without being invited.
I remained standing.
"I want to apologize," she said.
"For the airport.
What I said was wrong and I said it in front of people and I'm sorry."
"All right."
She waited, as if expecting more.
When I didn't offer it, she continued.
"I also want to explain about the money.
What I told Michael tonight wasn't the whole story."
"What's the rest of it?"
She folded her hands in her lap.
"I borrowed more than nine thousand.
It's closer to fourteen."
I kept my expression steady.
"Dana doesn't know the full amount either.
I gave her a lower number." Vanessa looked at the floor.
"I've been managing it.
Moving things around.
I had a plan to pay it back before she ever noticed."
"With what?"
"I was going to ask you."
The room was very quiet.
"You were going to ask me to give you money to repay the money you borrowed to impress me," I said.
She flinched.
"When you say it like that—"
"How would you like me to say it?"
"I was going to tell you it was for something else.
A home repair.
Something reasonable." She looked up.
"I know how that sounds."
"It sounds like you've been planning to lie to me for months."
"Yes." Her voice was flat.
Not ashamed.
Just honest, finally.
"I have been."
I sat down across from her.
"Vanessa, why did you tell Dana the money was for Michael's medical bills?"
Her head came up fast.
"I needed a reason she wouldn't question," she said carefully.
"Does Michael know you used his name?"
A beat too long before she answered.
"No."
"Are you certain?"
"Yes.
He doesn't know anything about Dana's money.
He thinks it was four thousand and he thinks it was for personal spending.
That's all."
I watched her face.
She was telling the truth about that, I thought.
Or she believed she was.
"Here's what I think happened," I said.
"I think you've been building a version of your life that doesn't match the actual life.
And every time the gap got wider, you borrowed more to fill it.
And at some point you decided that if you could just get through this one trip — if you could look like the woman who had everything — you could find a way to fix the rest later."
Vanessa's eyes were bright.
Not crying.
Close to it.
"And I think," I continued, "that you've been so focused on what I might think of you that you haven't noticed what it's doing to your marriage."
"Don't lecture me about my marriage."
"I'm not lecturing.
I'm telling you what I see."
"You don't see everything."
"No.
But I see more than you think."
She stood up.
The softness was gone.
Her chin lifted.
"I came here to apologize and to be honest with you.
I've done both.
What you do with it is your choice." She moved toward the door.
"But I'm asking you not to tell Michael about Dana's money.
Not yet.
Let me tell him.
In my own time."
"When?"
"When we get home."
"That's a week from now."
"I know." She put her hand on the door frame.
"One week.
That's all I'm asking."
I looked at her.
"I'll think about it," I said.
She left.
I picked up my phone.
Dana's documents had arrived while we were talking.
Bank transfer records.
Screenshots of the messages.
Vanessa's name.
Dates going back twenty-two months.
And in one message, sent fourteen months ago, Vanessa had written:
*Michael's procedure is scheduled for next Thursday.
He's nervous but he'll be fine.
Thank you for trusting us.*
I set the phone face-down on the table.
May you like
One floor above me, Michael was sitting in that suite not knowing his name had been used as a tool for over a year.
I picked the phone back up.