Chapter 10: Day One
Three months later, Diane had an apartment.
It was small — one bedroom, second floor, a window that looked out over a narrow street with a bakery on the corner.
My grandfather had helped with the deposit.
I had helped her find it.
She had chosen the curtains herself, standing in a shop for nearly twenty minutes holding two different sets of fabric, and I had stood beside her and not rushed her, because I understood that she was relearning what it felt like to make choices that were hers.
I visited on a Saturday morning in October.
She had made coffee.
Real coffee, in a proper pot, and she was visibly pleased with herself about it in a way that made something ache quietly in my chest.
We sat at her small table by the window.
"Ruth called me," Diane said.
"We talked for two hours."
"Good."
"She cried.
I cried." A small smile.
"It was a mess."
"Good messes are allowed."
She wrapped both hands around her mug.
Outside, someone was opening the bakery — the metal shutter going up, the smell of something warm drifting up to the window.
"Can I ask you something?" she said.
"Yes."
"That morning.
Outside the church." She looked at me.
"Why did you sit down?
You didn't know me.
You had no reason to."
I thought about it honestly.
"Something about your eyes," I said.
"I couldn't explain it then.
I still can't, entirely."
She nodded slowly.
"I had been sitting there for an hour before you came.
I was watching people go in and out of the church and I was thinking about you.
About what your wedding might be like.
I didn't know it was your wedding.
I didn't even know you were in that part of the city." She paused.
"I used to do that sometimes.
Just think about where you might be.
What you might be doing."
I set my mug down.
"I thought about you too," I said.
"My whole life.
I just didn't know your name."
Her chin dropped.
Her shoulders shook once.
I reached across the small table and put my hand over hers, the way Daniel had done for me in the kitchen three months ago, and I left it there, and I didn't say anything, because there was nothing that needed to be said.
After a while she looked up.
Her eyes were wet but she was smiling.
"I have something for you," she said.
She got up and came back with the metal tin.
She opened it and took out the hospital bracelet — the tiny one, the newborn's bracelet — and held it out to me.
I took it.
Turned it over.
Read the name printed on the strip of white plastic.
*Baby girl.
Diane's daughter.*
"I thought you should have it," she said.
"It belongs to you more than it belongs to me."
I closed my fingers around it.
Outside, the bakery was fully open now.
A woman walked past on the street below with a dog and a paper bag and the unhurried look of someone with nowhere particular to be.
The October light was thin and clear and fell across Diane's table and her coffee and her new curtains and her face.
I had spent thirty years with an empty chair.
It wasn't empty anymore.
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