Chapter 9: Everything Marcus Found

Marcus called back the next morning.
I was still in Vermont, sitting on Gerald's porch with coffee going cold in my hands, watching the lane.
"Talk to me," I said.
"Derek Holt.
Thirty-eight.
Works in commercial real estate.
Has a place in the city, twenty minutes from yours." Marcus's voice was flat and careful — the tone he used when he didn't want to editorialize.
"He and Sienna went to the same college.
Different years.
They've known each other longer than you have."
"How much longer?"
"She was a junior when he was a senior.
So — at least twelve years."
I set the coffee down on the porch rail.
"There's more," Marcus said.
"I talked to a guy I know who runs in the same social circle.
He said Derek and Sienna were together — briefly — before she met you.
Nobody made a big deal of it.
It ended, she moved on, she met you."
"And then she invited him to our wedding."
"Yeah."
I looked at the maples.
A crow landed on the fence post at the end of the lane and sat there.
"Marcus, the calls to Gerald's lawyer — someone called from an unknown number asking about the estate structure.
About spousal access."
"You think it was him."
"I think someone coached Sienna on what to ask.
And I think she's been in contact with him this whole time."
"That's a serious thing to believe about your wife."
"I know."
"Do you have anything more than the phone screen and the timing?"
"Not yet."
A pause.
"Then here's what I'd do.
Don't confront her.
Not yet.
Let her think you're still deciding.
Let her keep talking." Another pause.
"And get that family law attorney on the phone today."
"Whitfield already sent the referral."
"Good.
Use it."
I ended the call and sat on the porch for another hour.
The thing about being a careful man — Gerald's phrase, and it fit him better than it fit me — was that you had to be willing to look at what was actually in front of you, not what you wished was there.
What was in front of me: a wife who had known about a potential inheritance for two years, who had left the moment my income disappeared, who had returned the moment she intercepted a letter from a law firm, who was in contact with a man she'd been involved with before me, and who had a mother advising her on financial positioning.
What I had wished was there: a woman who had panicked, who was flawed but fixable, who had loved me and lost her way.
I drove back to the city that afternoon.
Sienna texted twice during the drive.
I didn't answer.
When I got home, there was a car in the driveway I didn't recognize.
A dark blue sedan.
I parked on the street and sat for a moment.
Then the front door opened, and Pamela stepped out onto the porch — not Sienna.
Pamela, alone, looking toward the street with an expression I'd never seen on her face before.
Not the performance smile.
Something tighter.
Something that looked almost like fear.
She spotted my car and walked toward it.
I got out.
"Nathan," she said.
May you like
"We need to talk.
Without Sienna."