Chapter 6: Fourteen Tuesday Nights

I didn't sleep.
I sat in that chair until the city outside the window went from black to gray to the pale, washed-out blue of early morning, and I turned that text over in my mind the way you turn a stone that you're not sure you want to look under.
*All fourteen of them.*
Whoever had sent it knew the number.
Fourteen Tuesdays.
The same number of transfers into Megan's account.
At six in the morning I woke Zoe.
She read the text.
She read it again.
Then she looked up at me.
"Do you know this number?"
"No."
She typed it into her phone.
Waited.
Shook her head.
"It's not in my contacts.
Probably a burner or a VOIP number."
"Someone wanted me to know," I said.
"Yes." Zoe set the phone down on the cushion.
"The question is whether they wanted to help you or destabilize you."
"Does it matter?"
"It matters because if Mark finds out someone tipped you off, he'll know how much you know.
And right now, not knowing what you know is the only thing keeping him from hiding more." She looked at me steadily.
"Don't respond to that message.
Don't tell Daniel about it yet.
Let me make a call first."
"Who are you calling?"
"Someone who is very good at finding out where people actually were on Tuesday nights."
She stepped into the bedroom to make the call.
I made coffee.
Lily woke at seven, padding out in her socks, her hair tangled from sleep, the mark on her cheek faded to a faint shadow overnight.
She climbed into my lap without a word and pressed her face against my collarbone.
We sat like that for a long time.
At nine-fifteen, Mark called.
I let it ring, the way Daniel had told me to.
At nine-twenty he called again.
At nine-thirty he sent a text.
*Chloe.
I know you're angry.
I understand.
But there are things Zoe and that lawyer don't know.
Things that will look very different once I explain them.
Please.
For Lily's sake.*
For Lily's sake.
I read it three times.
Then I put the phone in the kitchen drawer.
Zoe came back at ten with her coat on and her keys in her hand.
"I need to go meet someone," she said.
"Two hours.
Can you stay here with Lily?"
"Of course.
What did you find?"
She hesitated.
Just for a second.
Long enough for me to notice.
"Tell me," I said.
"The person I called — she recognized the address.
The one Mark was going to on Tuesday nights." Zoe kept her voice even.
"It's a residential building.
Wicker Park.
She's going to pull the name on the lease."
A residential building.
Not an office.
Not a client's address.
Not a restaurant or a bar.
A residential building in Wicker Park, where someone lived.
"Go," I said.
She went.
I gave Lily breakfast.
I read her two books.
I answered three work emails because the world did not stop moving just because mine had cracked open.
At eleven-thirty Zoe came back.
She sat down at the kitchen table.
She folded her hands on top of it.
"Tell me," I said.
"The apartment is leased to a woman named Brooke Callahan," Zoe said.
"She's twenty-nine.
She works in marketing.
She and Mark have been—" She stopped.
Chose her next word carefully.
"She and Mark have been seeing each other for approximately sixteen months."
Sixteen months.
Fourteen transfers.
The refinancing in September.
The house transferred to Carol eleven days ago.
I sat down across from Zoe.
"He was moving money to Megan," I said slowly, "and seeing someone else."
"The nineteen thousand dollars may not have been for Megan's business," Zoe said.
"It may have been passing through Megan's account.
To Brooke."
"Megan knew."
"Megan knew."
I thought about Megan at that dinner table.
The contempt she had never bothered to hide.
The way she had sl\*pped Lily — not in a moment of blind frustration, but with that pointed, deliberate finger still raised after.
*If your mother won't teach you manners, I will.*
She had never respected me.
Because she had known, for sixteen months, that her brother didn't either.
"The house," I said.
Zoe nodded.
"If he's planning to leave — if he was building toward something — transferring the house to Carol first would protect it from the divorce settlement.
She'd hold it.
He'd get it back later."
"He was going to leave me with nothing."
"He was going to try."
I looked at my hands on the table.
Steady.
Still.
"Does Daniel know about Brooke?" I asked.
"Not yet.
I'm calling him in five minutes." Zoe reached across the table and covered my hands with hers.
"Chloe.
I need to ask you something and I need you to answer honestly."
"Ask."
"Are you okay?"
I thought about it.
Really thought about it.
"I'm not surprised," I said finally.
"I think that's the worst part.
I'm not surprised."
Zoe's grip on my hands tightened.
"He's going to call again," she said.
"And when he does, he's going to want to meet.
He's going to think he can still manage this."
"Let him think that," I said.
Because I had just decided something.
I was going to let Mark Peterson explain himself.
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I was going to sit across from him and let him talk.
And I was going to let him believe, right up until the moment he couldn't, that I didn't know about Brooke Callahan.