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Chapter 8: What Jason Chose

Three days after the meeting, Jason called.

Not to argue.

Not to threaten.

He called at seven in the morning, and when I answered, the first thing he said was, "I watched the video."

I waited.

"Brooke sent it to me," he said.

"Last night."

"And?"

A long pause.

"I didn't know she was going to do that.

At the party.

I didn't know she was capable of—" He stopped.

"That's not true.

I did know.

I just kept telling myself it wasn't that bad."

"It was that bad," I said.

"Yes." His voice was very quiet.

"I know."

Lily was eating breakfast at Dana's kitchen table.

She had yogurt on her chin and was studying a spoon with great concentration.

"What do you want, Jason?" I asked.

"I want to know if there's any version of this where I'm still Lily's father."

I looked at my daughter.

The spoon.

The yogurt.

The yellow socks she'd insisted on wearing again this morning.

"That depends on you," I said.

"Not on me.

Not on your mother.

On what you actually do next."

"What does that mean?"

"It means Lily needs a father who stands up," I said.

"Not one who waits to see which way the room goes.

If you want to be in her life, you need to decide what kind of man you are.

And then you need to be that man every single day.

Not when it's easy.

Not when your mother approves."

Silence.

"I've already told my mother's attorney I won't be supporting her position," he said.

"I told them yesterday.

She's not speaking to me."

"That's a start," I said.

"It's not enough.

But it's a start."

"Is there any chance—" He stopped himself.

"Never mind.

That's not what matters right now."

"No," I said.

"It's not."

We agreed that Jason would speak with Carol's office about a formal parenting arrangement.

Supervised visits to begin with.

Consistent.

Reliable.

No Diane.

After I hung up, Dana came and sat across from me at the table.

"How was that?" she asked.

"Necessary," I said.

Lily held up her spoon.

"Mama.

Poon."

"Yes," I said.

"That's a spoon."

She seemed satisfied with this and returned to her yogurt.

Two weeks later, the DCFS assessment was complete.

Sandra Okafor called me directly.

"The assessment found no concerns regarding Lily's care in your home," she said.

"The findings have been submitted to the State's Attorney's office along with the video evidence and the medical report."

"What happens now?" I asked.

"That's outside my jurisdiction," she said.

"But I want you to know — the documentation you provided was thorough.

The photographs.

The medical records.

The timeline." A brief pause.

"You were very prepared."

"I had three years to prepare," I said.

"I know," she said.

"I'm sorry it took that long."

The State's Attorney's office contacted Carol six days after that.

Carol called me while I was at work.

I stepped into the hallway to take it.

"They've filed a charge against Diane," Carol said.

"Misdemeanor battery of a child.

Given her age and lack of prior record, they may offer a plea arrangement — but the charge is filed, it's on record, and the acknowledgment she signed is part of the case file."

"Will she go to prison?"

"Unlikely at this level," Carol said.

"But Emily — her name is in the court record.

The acknowledgment is in the court record.

The video is in the court record.

If she ever comes near another child and something happens, none of this disappears."

I stood in the hallway outside my office and looked at the floor.

"It's not everything," I said.

"No," Carol said.

"It rarely is.

But it's real.

And it's permanent."

That evening, I took Lily to the park two blocks from Dana's building.

She ran toward the swings with the full-body commitment of someone who has never once doubted that the swings will be there.

I pushed her for a long time.

She laughed every time she went forward, a laugh that came from somewhere deep and uncomplicated, and I watched her face in the late afternoon light — the cheek that had healed, the eyes that were bright, the small hands gripping the chains without fear.

Patricia called that night.

"Claire wants to talk to you," she said.

"When you're ready.

She said there's no rush."

"Tell her I'd like that," I said.

"Tell her — tell her I'm sorry it took this long for someone to listen."

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Patricia was quiet for a moment.

"She said the same thing about you," she said.

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