Chapter 9: What Daniel Did Next

Daniel came to James's office.
He didn't call ahead.
He didn't send a message.
He simply appeared in the lobby at ten the next morning and told the receptionist he needed to speak with his wife.
James's assistant came to get me.
I was in the conference room with Carol's written statement, which had arrived by email at seven that morning, printed and added to the file.
"He's alone," the assistant said.
"No attorney with him."
James looked at me.
"You don't have to see him."
"I know." I stood up.
"I want to."
We used the small meeting room near the front.
James sat beside me.
Daniel sat across from us.
He looked like he hadn't slept.
His jacket was clean but his eyes were not.
He looked at James first, then at me.
"I need to talk to you without the lawyer," he said.
"That's not going to happen," I said.
He looked at the table.
His hands were flat on the surface, fingers spread, the way people sit when they're trying to appear calm and aren't.
"I didn't know about the forgery," he said.
James said nothing.
I said nothing.
"I knew about the guardianship plan.
I agreed to it.
But I was told you had signed it.
My mother told me you had signed it during that week in March when you were sick.
She said she'd explained it to you and you'd agreed it was sensible." He looked up.
"I believed her."
"You believed her," I said.
"I know how that sounds."
"Do you?"
He looked at his hands.
"I've spent the last two days trying to figure out how much of what I thought was true." A pause.
"The lien — I knew about that.
I agreed to it.
My mother said it was standard financial planning." He stopped.
"I understand now that it wasn't."
"Daniel." I waited until he looked at me.
"Three weeks ago you drafted a custody petition calling me emotionally unstable and chronically neglectful.
Did your mother tell you to do that too?"
His jaw tightened.
"She said it was a precaution.
In case things escalated."
"Things escalated because your family sl*pped my six-year-old daughter across the face and your sister spat on me and you told them they were right." I kept my voice level.
"That was the escalation.
That was the moment.
And three weeks before it happened, you already had a custody petition drafted."
He didn't answer.
"That dinner wasn't an accident," I said.
"Was it."
A long silence.
"I don't know," he said.
And then, more quietly: "I think my mother may have — I think she may have arranged for things to happen the way they did.
To create a situation where you would leave." He looked at the table.
"I told myself I didn't know that.
I told myself I was just following her advice.
But I think I knew."
James wrote something on his pad.
"What do you want?" I asked Daniel.
He looked up.
"I want to see Lily."
"That's going to be determined by the court."
"I know." He swallowed.
"I'm not here to fight you.
I came to tell you that I've retained my own attorney.
Separate from my mother.
And that I'm going to cooperate with whatever investigation is opened." He paused.
"I'm not going to protect her.
Not anymore."
James leaned forward slightly.
"Are you willing to put that in writing?"
"Yes."
"Are you willing to provide a statement confirming that Evelyn Marsh represented to you that your wife had signed the guardianship document?"
"Yes."
"Are you willing to confirm that Evelyn Marsh initiated the lien filing?"
A pause.
Then: "Yes."
James looked at me.
I looked at Daniel.
The man I had married.
The man who had stood in his mother's living room and told me his family was right to do what they had done to our daughter.
"Why?" I asked.
Not angrily.
I genuinely wanted to know.
"Why did you let her run our marriage?"
He didn't answer immediately.
When he did, his voice was quiet enough that I had to lean slightly forward to hear it.
"Because she always has.
Because I don't know how to be in a family that she isn't controlling." He looked at his hands.
"That's not an excuse.
I know it isn't.
I just don't have a better answer."
It was the most honest thing he had said to me in three years.
It didn't fix anything.
But it was honest.
"James will be in touch about the statement," I said.
I stood up.
"And Daniel — if you want a relationship with Lily going forward, the way to start is by telling the truth.
All of it.
To the investigators, to the court, to everyone who asks."
He nodded.
I left the room.
In the hallway, I stood for a moment with my back against the wall.
Then I went to find Lily.
She was in the waiting room with Donna, and she had graduated from coloring books to teaching Donna an elaborate clapping game she had apparently invented herself.
When she saw me, she held out her hands.
"You have to learn it too," she said.
"It has seven parts."
I sat down on the floor next to her.
"Show me," I said.
My phone buzzed in my pocket.
A message from James, already: *His attorney just called.
He's filing a motion to withdraw the custody petition.*
I put the phone back in my pocket.
"Okay," Lily said seriously, taking my hands.
"Part one."
I followed her lead.
But when James appeared in the doorway ten minutes later, his expression had shifted.
"Evelyn just filed an emergency motion of her own," he said quietly.
"She's claiming the guardianship document is valid, that Beverly Crane's statement is coerced, and that you are actively alienating Lily from her family." He paused.
"She's also named Carol in the filing.
She's claiming Carol provided false information under duress."
Lily was still holding my hands, waiting for me to continue the game.
"One more round," I told her.
May you like
And looked at James over her head.
"Then let's go."