Chapter 8: The Blue Curtains
Tom Aldridge called that evening.
I was at the kitchen table at the lake house with a cup of tea going cold beside me and Frank's yellow legal pad in front of me — the real one, not the one in the photo.
I had found it in the drawer of his nightstand the week after the funeral, three lines in his handwriting, the same ones visible in the image Anna had received.
I had kept it in the drawer since then.
That evening I had taken it out for the first time.
My phone lit up.
Tom's name.
"I heard it went well," he said.
"It did.
Thank you for the photo."
A pause.
"I wasn't sure you'd want me to send it.
I didn't want to overstep."
"You didn't," I said.
"It helped Anna more than it helped the case."
"How is she?"
"She's good.
She went home an hour ago.
She has work tomorrow." I looked at the legal pad.
"Tom, were you there when he wrote this?"
"The pad?
Yes.
He asked me to sit with him while he did it.
He said he didn't want to be alone but he didn't want help either." A short pause.
"That was very Frank."
"It was."
"He talked about you the whole time he was writing," Tom said.
"Not about the house.
About you.
About the way you used to make coffee before he was up.
About the time you drove four hours in the wrong direction because you refused to admit the map was upside down."
I laughed.
It came out before I could decide whether to let it.
"He said you were the most stubborn person he had ever loved," Tom said.
"He meant it as a compliment."
"I know he did."
The lake was dark outside the window.
The blue curtains moved slightly where the old frame didn't quite seal.
I had never replaced them.
I had told myself it was because Frank liked them, and that was true.
But the fuller truth was that I liked them too, now.
They were part of what the house felt like.
Part of what he had left.
"Are you going to be all right up there alone?" Tom asked.
"I'm not alone," I said.
"I'm at the lake."
He understood that.
He had known Frank long enough to understand it.
We talked for another twenty minutes — about Frank, about a fishing trip they had taken the summer before the diagnosis, about a terrible joke Frank had told at Tom's retirement party that had somehow become funnier every year since.
By the time we said goodnight I had finished the cold tea and started a second cup and the legal pad was still open in front of me.
I read Frank's three lines again.
*I am doing this of my own will.
No one has pressured me.*
The third line, the one cut off in the photo, read: *Patricia knows where everything is.*
I did.
I always had.
I closed the legal pad and set it back in the center of the table.
Not in the drawer.
On the table, where it could be seen.
The Virginia State Bar sent a formal notice to Garrett's firm eleven days later.
Anna called me when she saw it reported in a legal news brief — the firm had been placed under review for procedural misconduct in the filing of the emergency motion.
Two weeks after that, Garrett's name was removed from the firm's website.
Evelyn did not call.
She did not file again.
Three months later, her youngest attorney — the one who had been quietly checking documents throughout the hearing — sent me a brief professional note.
He had left Garrett's firm.
He wanted me to know, without elaborating, that he had not been comfortable with how the case was prepared.
He did not ask for anything.
He simply said it.
I wrote back two lines.
I thanked him for saying so.
Anna came back to the lake house the following weekend.
She brought groceries and a new book she wanted to read on the dock and a question she had been carrying since the courthouse.
She asked it on Saturday morning over breakfast.
"Did Dad know it would end up in court?"
"He knew Evelyn," I said.
"So yes.
I think he knew it was possible."
"And he still left it to you."
"He left it to us," I said.
"He just put my name on the deed because he knew I'd still be here to fight for it."
Anna looked out at the water.
The morning light was flat and silver across the surface of the lake.
A heron stood at the far edge of the dock, absolutely still, the way herons always are just before they move.
"He was right," she said.
"He usually was," I said.
"Don't tell him I said that."
She smiled.
It was the smile she had inherited from him — slow to start, then completely present.
We did the dishes together.
We didn't talk much.
The heron was gone by the time we looked back at the dock, lifted off somewhere without either of us seeing it go.
The blue curtains moved in the draft from the window.
I left them exactly where they were.
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*Some people fight hardest for the things that were never really about property — the proof that they were loved, that the years mattered, that someone chose to stay.
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