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Chapter 4: The Woman Named Dana

I stared at the message for a long time in the elevator.

Then I typed back: *How do you have my number?*

The reply came before the elevator reached the ground floor.

*Ethan has a photo of you and the boys as his phone wallpaper.

I looked you up.

I know that sounds terrible.

I'm sorry.

I just — I need you to hear my side before you make any decisions.*

I stood in the hospital lobby with people moving around me and read that message four times.

Then I typed: *Where are you?*

She was at a coffee shop two blocks from the hospital.

She said she'd been sitting there since she heard about the accident, too afraid to come inside.

I should have gone home.

I knew that.

I should have collected my boys, poured myself a glass of water, and waited for Ethan to come through the front door so we could have the conversation like two adults in our own kitchen.

Instead I walked two blocks in the November cold and pushed open the door of a coffee shop called Birchwood.

I spotted her immediately.

Late twenties.

Dark hair pulled back.

She was sitting with both hands wrapped around a mug she wasn't drinking from, and when she saw me come through the door, she went completely white.

She started to stand.

"Mrs.

Calloway—"

"Sit down," I said.

Not unkindly.

Just clearly.

I sat across from her.

A waitress appeared and I ordered a black coffee I didn't want.

"How far along?" I asked.

Dana blinked.

"Nine weeks."

"Is it Ethan's?"

The question came out flat and direct.

I hadn't planned it.

It was simply the only question that mattered.

Her face did something complicated.

"No," she said.

"God, no.

It's — the father is someone else.

Someone who made it very clear he wants nothing to do with it."

"Then why does my husband have your pregnancy test in his pocket?"

She looked down at her mug.

"Because I panicked.

I took the test at work, in the bathroom, and I couldn't — I couldn't walk back to my desk carrying it.

I couldn't put it in the office trash.

I just stood there in that stall for twenty minutes not knowing what to do, and Ethan was the only person I trusted enough to ask."

"Why Ethan?"

"Because he's kind," she said simply.

"He's the only person in that office who ever noticed when something was wrong.

When my dad was sick last spring, he was the one who covered for me when I needed to leave early.

He never made me feel like I owed him anything for it."

The waitress brought my coffee.

I wrapped my hands around the mug the same way Dana was holding hers.

"So he's been helping you," I said.

"Yes."

"For four months."

"Yes."

"And you've been meeting outside of work."

She hesitated.

"We've had coffee a few times.

When things with the father got bad.

I needed someone to talk to and I didn't want to burden my friends.

I know how it looks.

I'm not naive.

But I promise you, nothing happened.

Nothing was ever going to happen.

He talks about you constantly.

He talks about your boys."

I looked at her carefully.

She wasn't performing.

Her hands were shaking slightly around the mug.

There were shadows under her eyes that looked like they'd been there for weeks.

"The appointment on Thursday," I said.

"What is that?"

She looked up.

"He offered to drive me.

To the clinic.

For my first prenatal visit." She paused.

"I haven't decided yet whether I'm keeping it.

He said he'd come either way."

Something shifted in my chest.

I wasn't sure what to call it.

"Does he know you texted me?" I asked.

"No."

"Why did you?"

She met my eyes for the first time since I'd sat down.

"Because you deserve the truth from someone who isn't trying to protect themselves when they tell it."

I picked up my coffee.

Drank some.

Set it down.

"I need to think," I said.

"I know."

"I'm not angry at you." I said it slowly, testing whether it was true.

It was, mostly.

"But I am angry.

And I need to go get my sons."

I stood up.

Put enough cash on the table for both coffees.

"Mrs.

Calloway." Dana's voice was quiet.

"He was going to tell you.

About knowing me, about helping me.

He told me two weeks ago that he was going to sit down with you and explain everything.

He said he'd been putting it off because he didn't know how to make it not sound like something it wasn't."

I looked at her.

"He should have told me the moment you asked him to buy that test."

"Yes," she said.

"He should have."

I walked out into the cold.

My phone was already ringing.

Ethan's name on the screen.

I let it ring out, got in my car, and sat in the parking lot with the engine off.

I believed her.

That was the part I hadn't expected.

I believed almost everything she'd said — and I still didn't know if that made things better or worse.

Because if she was telling the truth, then Ethan hadn't betrayed me the way I'd feared.

But he had kept a secret.

A significant one.

For four months he had been carrying someone else's weight home with him every evening and setting it down at the door like a coat, and I had never once known it was there.

I started the engine.

And then my phone buzzed again.

Not Ethan this time.

A notification from our shared bank account app.

A withdrawal I didn't recognize.

May you like

Eight hundred dollars.

Three weeks ago.

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