Chapter 8: Strawberry Tart
Maya was sitting on a low bench near the east wall with my father beside her.
She had her plate in her lap.
The tart was half-eaten.
She was telling him something with great seriousness, using her fork to illustrate whatever point she was making, and he was listening with the complete attention he had always given to things he considered important.
I stood at the edge of the room and watched them for a moment.
My father caught my eye over Maya's head.
He didn't say anything.
He just looked at me the way he had looked at me when I was small and had done something that required courage, and he wanted me to know he had seen it.
I crossed the room and sat down on Maya's other side.
"Mommy," she said, "Grandpa doesn't know what a strawberry tart is called in French."
"Tarte aux fraises," I said.
She pointed her fork at my father.
"See?"
"She's been correcting me for ten minutes," my father said.
"She's very thorough."
"She gets that from you," I said.
He made a sound that was almost a laugh.
I hadn't heard that sound in six years.
Maya finished the last piece of her tart and set the plate down and leaned against my arm.
"Is the party over?" she asked.
"Almost," I said.
"Can we go home?"
I looked at my father.
He gave me the smallest nod.
"Yes," I said.
"We can go home."
"Our home?" she asked.
"Not the big house with the cold floors?"
"Not that house," I said.
"Never that house again."
She considered this.
"Does our new home have a garden?"
"It will," my father said.
"I'll make sure of it."
She looked at him.
"With strawberries?"
"With whatever you want."
She seemed to find this a satisfactory conclusion to the evening.
She slid off the bench and took one of each of our hands and stood between us, ready to leave.
The quartet had started playing again somewhere behind us.
The room had resumed its performance of normalcy.
Waitstaff moved through with fresh glasses.
People who had watched Julian be escorted out were now discussing it in the careful, quiet way that people discuss things they will tell their friends tomorrow with considerably less restraint.
At the entrance, Harrison was waiting with our coats.
"The press release Julian filed has been pulled," he said quietly, helping Maya into her small jacket.
"The financial publications were contacted an hour ago.
None of them will run it."
"And the accounts?"
"Frozen.
The Vance Group's board has called an emergency session for tomorrow morning.
Three of the seven members have already requested independent legal counsel."
"Good."
"Miss Blackwood." He paused.
"Your father's car is outside.
He's arranged a suite at the Meridian for tonight, if you'd prefer not to return to the estate."
"Yes," I said.
"That's better."
Maya tugged my hand.
"Harrison," she said, "did you know what a strawberry tart is called in French?"
Harrison looked down at her with an expression I had never seen on his face before.
Something that was not quite professional composure.
"Tarte aux fraises," he said.
"Everyone knows," Maya announced, and walked out the door.
My father followed her, and then Harrison, and then I stood for one moment in the entrance of the Grand Aster and looked back at the room.
The table where Julian had stood.
The place near the host's platform where he had planned to make his announcement.
The corridor through which he had been walked, quietly, in front of four hundred people who would spend the rest of the year describing exactly what they had seen.
I thought about the red thread bracelet.
The snap of it between my teeth.
The six years it had stood for.
I turned and walked out into the night.
The city was cold and bright and indifferent, the way it always was, the way I had always loved it before I forgot to notice.
Maya was already in the car, explaining something to my father through the window.
I got in beside her.
She immediately took my hand and went back to her conversation with him, and I sat there in the warm car with my daughter's hand in mine and the folder on the seat beside me and the city moving past the windows, and I did not feel triumphant.
I felt like myself.
For the first time in six years, I simply felt like myself.
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*Some people spend years making themselves smaller to protect someone else's comfort — and call it love.
Eleanor called it that too, for a long time.
It took her daughter's tears on a cold marble floor to show her the difference.*
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