Chapter 8: What Diane Already Knew

Wednesday morning, Lucas left early.
He didn't say where he was going.
He took his laptop and both phones — I noticed he had a second one, a detail I filed away — and the door closed behind him at seven-fifteen.
Claire was already up, both twins fed, coffee made.
"He took two phones," I said.
She looked up.
"How long has that been going on?"
"I don't know.
I only noticed last night."
I sat down.
Wrapped both hands around the mug.
At nine-fifteen, Diane called.
I'd half-expected it, but my heart still jumped when I saw the name on the screen — I'd saved it after she'd texted me Sunday evening, a brief message: *I hope you and the little ones are resting.
I may be in touch this week.*
"Good morning," she said.
"Is this a reasonable time?"
"Yes.
Claire's here with the twins."
"Good." A pause.
"I want to be straightforward with you, because I think you deserve that.
The review of Lucas's conduct is now formal and documented.
I can't share the specifics with you — that wouldn't be appropriate — but I want you to know that what happened Friday evening was not the beginning of this process.
It was closer to the end of it."
I set the mug down.
"Patricia said you'd been investigating since April."
A brief silence.
"Patricia is perceptive." Another pause.
"What I can tell you is that the concerns raised about Lucas came from inside the company, from people who had worked with him directly.
The review is thorough.
And the outcome, when it comes, will be based entirely on what he did — not on anything that happened at dinner."
"He thinks I triggered this."
"I know he does." Her voice was careful.
"You didn't.
You should know that clearly.
You left a note on a dinner table.
That's all.
What's happening now was already in motion."
Something loosened in my chest.
A tension I hadn't fully named.
"Why are you telling me this?" I asked.
"Because you cooked an extraordinary meal three weeks after giving birth to twins and were told you weren't fit to sit at the table where you'd serve it." A pause.
"And because I've been in leadership long enough to know that what a man does at home and what he does at work are usually the same thing.
Just different rooms."
I didn't speak for a moment.
"What happens to him?" I asked.
"That's not something I can discuss.
But I'd encourage you to speak with someone — a solicitor, a financial advisor.
Someone who can help you understand your own position, independent of his." Her voice was gentle but precise.
"You have two very young children.
You should know where you stand."
After we hung up, I sat at the table for a long time.
Claire came and sat across from me.
She didn't ask.
She just waited.
"She told me to get a solicitor," I said.
"That's good advice."
"She said what he did at work and what he did at home are usually the same thing."
Claire was quiet.
"I've been thinking about that since Friday," I said.
"About whether the dinner was a one-time thing.
Whether the stress of the promotion made him into someone he isn't normally."
"And?"
I thought about eight months of tension.
The way he'd looked at me across tables, through doorways, over the heads of the twins.
The small corrections.
The sighs.
The way he'd lowered his voice when he said *frankly, you're just not very presentable right now* — like he'd been thinking it for a while and had finally found a reason to say it.
"I think the promotion didn't change him," I said.
"I think it just gave him less reason to hide it."
Claire reached across the table and put her hand over mine.
"What do you need?" she said.
"I need to call a solicitor." I looked at her.
"And I need to find out what's in that second phone."
Claire's eyes sharpened.
"How?"
"I don't know yet." I picked up my mug.
"But he came home last night and the first thing he did was threaten me with the mortgage."
"Yes."
"Which means he's scared enough to use the children as leverage."
"Yes."
"So I need to know everything before he decides what else to use."
My phone buzzed on the table.
A message from Richard.
*Formal disciplinary outcome expected Friday.
Company is also conducting a separate financial audit — procurement irregularities flagged during the review.
This is bigger than the Soren complaint.*
I read it twice.
Then I showed it to Claire.
She read it.
Looked up slowly.
"Procurement irregularities," she said.
"Yes."
"That's not just a promotion dispute."
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"No," I said.
"It isn't."