Chapter 3: What Was in the Folder

The papers were bank statements.
Not mine.
Not Barbara's.
Eric's.
I stepped closer and saw the account number, the balance, the dates.
My eyes stopped on a deposit made three days after he walked out on me.
Forty-two thousand dollars.
Then another two weeks later.
Nineteen thousand.
"That's the joint account," I said.
"The one he told me was empty."
"It wasn't empty," Barbara said.
"He moved the money.
Opened a second account the week before he left you."
Eric's jaw tightened.
"Mom, you need to stop."
"I need to stop?" She turned the folder so the street could see it.
"You drained her savings while she was pregnant.
While she was sick.
While your daughter was in the NICU."
The girlfriend — Kayla, I had learned her name by then — shifted in the doorway.
"Eric, what is she talking about?"
"Nothing.
She's confused."
"I am seventy-one years old," Barbara said.
"I am not confused."
She pulled out a second page.
A wire transfer receipt.
The destination account had Kayla's name on it.
Kayla went very still.
"That was a loan," Eric said quickly.
"For her car."
"Fourteen thousand dollars," Barbara read aloud.
"Transferred six days before you told your pregnant wife you were leaving."
A neighbor across the street had come out onto her porch.
She wasn't pretending not to watch.
I looked at Eric.
He was calculating something behind his eyes — I knew that look.
I had seen it every time he was caught in a small lie and needed a bigger one fast.
"You want to do this here?" he said, dropping his voice.
"Fine.
You want to talk about money?
Let's talk about how much I spent on that pregnancy.
The appointments.
The vitamins.
The—"
"The NICU bill," I said.
"Did you pay that?"
He said nothing.
"The breathing machine she came home with.
Did you pay that?"
Still nothing.
"The follow-up appointments.
The specialist.
The medication she needs every single morning." My voice didn't shake the way I expected it to.
"Did you pay any of it?"
"You're trying to trap me."
"I'm asking you a question in front of your mother."
Barbara closed the folder slowly.
She looked at her son the way you look at something you no longer recognize.
"I raised you alone," she said quietly.
"Your father left when you were four.
I worked double shifts so you never went without.
I told you every year — every single year — that a man takes care of his children.
No matter what."
Eric looked away.
"Look at me," she said.
He didn't.
"Eric.
Look at me."
He turned his head just enough.
"That little girl in the NICU was yours," Barbara said.
"And you chuckled."
The word landed like something physical.
Kayla took a small step back into the house.
Eric's voice came out flat.
"I didn't know it was that serious."
"You didn't ask," I said.
"I'm asking now."
"Now." I almost laughed.
"She's home.
She's on a breathing machine.
She has a follow-up in nine days and I don't know how I'm paying for it.
And now you're asking."
He looked at the folder in Barbara's hands.
Then at me.
Then at the neighbor still watching from across the street.
"Come inside," he said.
"We can talk about this like adults."
"We are talking about it like adults," Barbara said.
"Right here."
Kayla appeared again in the doorway.
"Eric, just go inside.
This is embarrassing."
Barbara looked at her.
"For whom?"
Kayla opened her mouth.
Closed it.
"Because from where I'm standing," Barbara said, "the only people who should be embarrassed are the two of you."
Eric's phone buzzed in his hand.
He glanced at the screen and something shifted in his face — a flicker of something I couldn't name yet.
He looked up at me.
"We need to talk.
Privately.
Without her."
"No," I said.
"There are things you don't know."
"Then say them here."
He looked at Barbara.
Then back at me.
May you like
His voice dropped to almost nothing.
"There's more to this than the money."