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Chapter 9: Harold's Roses

Diane stayed for three hours.

I watched something shift in her over lunch — slowly, the way ice thaws, not all at once but in stages.

She asked Justin about school.

He told her about the science project he'd been putting off and she laughed, a real laugh, and said she had done the exact same thing at his age.

Mrs.

Patton said she remembered it well and Diane looked at her mother with an expression that was complicated and tender and a little ashamed all at once.

After lunch, Justin asked if he could go outside and look at the roses.

Mrs.

Patton said yes.

Diane watched him through the window as he walked along the fence line, looking at each bloom carefully, not touching.

"He really is just a good kid," she said.

It wasn't quite an apology.

It was something more honest than that.

"He is," I said.

Diane was quiet for a moment.

"I didn't know about the roses.

That he knew about Harold."

"She told him the second time he came."

Diane looked at her mother.

"You told a stranger about Dad before you told me he was struggling."

Mrs.

Patton met her eyes.

"I didn't tell him because I was struggling.

I told him because he asked."

Diane looked back out the window.

Justin had crouched down near the base of the fence.

He was looking at something close to the ground.

"There's a new one coming in," he called through the glass.

"Right at the base.

You've got a new shoot."

Mrs.

Patton's face changed.

She pushed herself up from the table and went to the window.

"Where?" she said.

"Right there.

See it?

The little red one."

She pressed one hand flat against the glass.

Her eyes found it.

"Harold always said the roses knew," she said softly.

"He said they could tell when the soil was right.

When the conditions were good." She paused.

"He said they'd keep coming back as long as someone was paying attention."

Diane stood up from the table.

She came and stood beside her mother at the window.

They stood there together, looking at the small red shoot at the base of the fence.

Neither of them said anything for a moment.

Then Diane said, "Mom.

I'm going to come more."

Mrs.

Patton didn't look at her.

She kept her eyes on the roses.

"I know," she said.

"I mean it this time."

"I know that too."

Diane put her hand over her mother's on the glass.

Outside, Justin stood up and brushed the dirt from his knees and looked back at the house.

He saw them at the window — two women, hands overlapping on the glass — and he gave a small, uncertain wave, not sure if he was interrupting something.

Mrs.

Patton raised her free hand and waved back.

Justin grinned.

He turned back to the roses, giving them their moment, and I thought about what he had said in the car that first day.

*It felt like it was hers.

Like if I talked about it too much it would stop being quiet.*

He had understood something that summer that most adults take years to learn, if they learn it at all.

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