Chapter 9: Six Months Later
The treatment was hard.
I won't pretend otherwise.
There were weeks that were worse than anything we had faced before — not because hope was gone, but because hope was present and fragile and we were terrified of it.
Ethan was sick in new ways.
He was tired in ways that frightened us.
There were two nights in the fourth month when my husband and I sat in the hospital corridor and didn't speak because there was nothing to say that wouldn't make it worse.
But he came through them.
Both nights.
All of it.
Six months after we signed those forms, we sat in a consultation room at the specialist center and Dr.
Webb set a folder on the table between us.
"I want to show you something," he said.
He opened it to a scan.
Then he set another scan beside it.
"This is Ethan's imaging from intake," he said.
He pointed to the first.
Then moved his finger to the second.
"This is from last week."
My husband leaned forward.
I looked at the two images.
I am not a doctor.
I could not read every detail of what I was seeing.
But I could see the difference.
Anyone could have seen the difference.
"The primary mass has reduced by sixty-one percent," Dr.
Webb said.
"The secondary sites are no longer detectable."
The room was very quiet.
"What does that mean?" my husband said.
His voice was careful.
Like he was afraid the answer would change if he said it wrong.
"It means the treatment is working," Dr.
Webb said.
"Better than our median projection.
Significantly better."
I put my hand over my mouth.
"We'll continue monitoring closely," he said.
"This is not a finish line.
But it is — genuinely — very good news."
My husband made a sound.
Just one.
Low and broken and completely undone.
I reached for his hand under the table.
"Can we tell him?" I said.
"He's been asking me every week," Dr.
Webb said.
He almost smiled.
"I think you should be the ones to tell him."
Ethan was in the family room down the hall.
We had left him there with a tablet and strict instructions not to bother the nurses.
We walked down together.
He looked up when we came in.
He read our faces.
"What?" he said.
My husband crouched down in front of him.
The same way the football player had, six months ago in the stadium.
Same posture.
Same closeness.
"The medicine is working, buddy," he said.
Ethan stared at him.
"Like, actually working?"
"Like, actually working."
Ethan looked at me.
I nodded.
He looked back at his dad.
He didn't cry.
He didn't shout.
He just sat very still for a moment, the tablet loose in his hands.
Then he said, "Can we go get lunch?
I'm really hungry and the food here is terrible."
My husband laughed — a real laugh, the kind that shakes your whole body — and pulled him in.
I sat down beside them and put my arms around both of them and held on.
The tablet slid off the chair and neither of us moved to pick it up.
We sat there for a long time.
On the drive back to the apartment we'd been renting near the hospital, Ethan was quiet for a while.
Then he said, from the backseat, "Mom?"
"Yeah?"
"That player.
The one at the game.
Did he know this was going to happen?"
"I don't think so," I said.
"I think he just wanted to do something good."
Ethan thought about that.
"And Dr.
Yuen?
Did she know?"
I looked at my husband.
He kept his eyes on the road.
"She hoped," I said.
"She fought for you.
She didn't know how it would turn out."
Ethan was quiet again.
Then: "I want to write her a letter."
"Yeah?"
"A real one.
Not an email.
A real letter."
"We can do that," I said.
He nodded, satisfied.
He looked out the window at the city going past.
"I'm going to tell her about the scan," he said.
"And about the food being terrible.
So she knows the full picture."
I turned to face forward before he could see me smile.
The street outside was ordinary.
Other cars, other people, a coffee shop with a hand-lettered sign in the window.
Everything looked the same as it always did.
And everything was completely different.
We drove on.
Ethan wrote the letter that evening, sitting at the small table in the apartment with a pen he'd borrowed from the front desk and paper from the printer tray.
He wrote slowly and carefully, the way he did when something mattered.
He didn't show us what he wrote.
He folded it, sealed it in an envelope, and wrote Dr.
Yuen's name on the front in his careful ten-year-old handwriting.
He handed it to me.
"Will you make sure she gets it?" he said.
"I will," I said.
He went to brush his teeth.
I held the envelope for a moment.
It was light.
Just a few sheets of paper.
A child's handwriting on the outside.
I set it carefully in my bag.
Some things don't need to be witnessed to be real.
Some fights happen in the quiet, in the private hours, in the decisions no one sees.
And sometimes the people who fight the hardest for you are the ones standing calmly in the room, telling you the hardest truth, while already working on the next step.
Ethan's jersey was hanging on the back of the apartment door.
He still hadn't washed it.
I turned off the kitchen light and went to bed.
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Some people fight for others in ways that are never announced and never asked for.
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