Chapter 7: What Raymond Knew

I called the number from my truck, parked in the driveway with the engine off.
Raymond picked up on the second ring.
"Mr.
Bradley." His voice was careful.
Measured.
The voice of a man who had spent the day calculating exactly how much trouble he was in.
"You texted me," I said.
"I did.
I want you to understand — I went to the detective voluntarily.
I gave him everything."
"I know."
"What I didn't give him," Raymond said, "is what she told me to do if you found out."
I waited.
"She had a plan B," he said.
"If you ever discovered the deed or the account, she wanted me to contact your employer.
She had a letter drafted.
It claimed you had been falsifying project budgets at work.
Skimming from contracts."
The air in the truck felt very still.
"She was going to report me to my employer," I said.
"She was going to destroy your career," Raymond said.
"The letter had specific project numbers.
Specific dollar amounts.
It looked credible.
I don't know where she got the numbers, but they were real numbers from real projects."
"Because I talk about work," I said, almost to myself.
"I'd come home and mention a project.
She was listening."
"She had been building that letter for at least a year.
She showed it to me as — insurance, she called it.
She said if you ever pushed back, she would send it to your company and to the state licensing board."
My hands were on the steering wheel.
I wasn't gripping it.
I was just resting them there, very still.
"Why are you telling me this?" I said.
"You already cooperated with the detective.
You could have given him this too."
A pause.
"Because I have a son," Raymond said.
"He's thirty-one.
We don't talk much.
But I have one." Another pause.
"What she was willing to do to you — I didn't understand the full picture until today.
I thought I was helping a woman protect her retirement.
I didn't know I was helping her destroy her own child."
I didn't say anything for a moment.
"The letter," I said.
"Does it still exist?"
"I have a copy.
She emailed it to me.
I forwarded it to Detective Hargrove twenty minutes ago."
"Okay."
"Mr.
Bradley." His voice shifted slightly.
"I'm sorry.
I know that doesn't mean much.
But I am."
I ended the call.
I sat in the driveway for a while.
Then I went inside, walked upstairs, and stood in the doorway of Frederick's room.
He was asleep in his crib, one arm thrown out to the side, his chest rising and falling.
I watched him for a long time.
Amy appeared in the hallway behind me.
"Who called?" she said quietly.
"Raymond."
She came to stand beside me in the doorway.
"There was a third plan," I said.
"She was going to go after my job.
My license."
Amy was quiet for a moment.
"She really wanted everything," she said.
"Yes."
We stood there together, watching Frederick sleep.
"Connor," Amy said.
"I need to ask you something."
"Go ahead."
"Do you wish you hadn't come home early that day?"
I turned to look at her.
"If you hadn't," she said.
"If you'd come home at the normal time, after the party was over — you wouldn't have seen any of it.
You wouldn't have called the police.
The folder would have been filed.
The account would have kept growing.
And maybe—" She stopped.
"Maybe what?"
"Maybe you would have found out about Daniel first.
From her.
And believed her version."
I looked back at Frederick.
"No," I said.
"I don't wish that."
"Why not?"
"Because you were on that stool," I said.
"Holding our sick son.
Eating bread because nobody had fed you.
And you were afraid to stop working because you were afraid of my mother."
Amy didn't say anything.
"I needed to see that," I said.
"I needed to see exactly what I had allowed to happen by trusting the wrong person."
Amy reached over and took my hand.
We stood there until Frederick stirred, sighed, and settled back into sleep.
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Then Amy said, very quietly: "Hargrove called while you were outside.
Teresa's arraignment is tomorrow morning."