Chapter 6: Make Some Calls

I didn't sleep well the second night.
I lay in the dark listening to the boys breathe and turned Derek's last message over in my mind.
*I'm going to have to make some calls.* It was designed to frighten me without saying anything specific enough to be used against him.
I knew that.
Knowing it didn't make it stop working.
At six in the morning I gave up on sleep and made coffee.
My mom came downstairs at half past.
She looked at me and didn't say anything about the circles under my eyes.
"Ruth called while you were in the shower yesterday," she said.
"She has a cancellation this afternoon if you want it."
"I'll take it."
Derek called at eight.
I let it ring.
He called again at eight fifteen.
I answered.
"Where are you?" he said.
"At my mom's."
"I need you to come home.
This has gone far enough."
"I'll be home in two days.
That was always the plan."
"The plan." His voice tightened.
"You walked out on our children—"
"I left them with their father."
"—and now you're sitting at your mother's house while I'm trying to manage two babies and a full-time job, and you think that's acceptable?"
"You told me moms don't get sick days, Derek.
I'm taking three."
Silence.
Then: "I've been talking to some people.
About the situation."
"What people?"
"People who can help.
I'm worried about you.
I think you need support."
"I broke my arm.
I needed help with the babies.
Those are two different things."
"You left without warning—"
"I gave you a full list of instructions and three days' notice while I was standing in the hallway." My voice stayed level.
"That's more notice than you've ever given me."
Another silence.
Longer this time.
"Sandra is coming tomorrow," he said.
"She's going to help with the boys."
"Sandra hasn't met the boys."
"She's their grandmother."
"She's sent one card in five months, Derek.
She doesn't know their feeding schedule, their sleep routine, or which one has a sensitivity to the lavender formula.
I do.
Because I've been doing this alone."
He didn't answer that.
"I'll be home the day after tomorrow," I said.
"We can talk then."
I ended the call before he could respond.
Ruth's office was in a low brick building near the town center.
She was in her fifties, with reading glasses pushed up on her head and a directness I found immediately steadying.
I sat across from her desk and handed over everything — the screenshots, Cassie's written notes, the timeline I'd spent the previous evening putting together.
She read through it without rushing.
"The 'make some calls' message," she said, not looking up.
"Do you have any reason to believe he's spoken to social services?"
The words landed like something cold.
"I don't know," I said.
"It's possible he hasn't.
It may be an empty threat meant to bring you home." She set the papers down.
"But given the pattern — the workplace narrative, the postpartum claim, this message — I want you to be prepared for the possibility that he has, or intends to."
"What would that mean?"
"It would mean someone may contact you for a welfare check.
If that happens, you stay calm, you cooperate fully, and you call me immediately." She looked at me steadily.
"You have a broken arm, two healthy and well-cared-for children, a witness, a paper trail, and a mother who can speak to what she's observed.
You are not in a weak position.
But you need to understand what he may be attempting."
I nodded.
My hands were still in my lap.
"He's trying to make me come home," I said.
"Yes.
And if that doesn't work, he may try to make you look like the reason you left was instability rather than a reasonable response to being abandoned while injured." Ruth folded her hands on the desk.
"Don't give him anything he can use.
No angry messages.
No ultimatums in writing.
Just clear, factual communication."
I drove back to my mom's house in the late afternoon.
The boys were awake, both of them in the bouncer seats on the living room floor, my mom sitting between them making them laugh.
I stood in the doorway and watched for a moment.
Then my phone buzzed.
A number I didn't recognize.
Not Cassie's number.
I answered.
"Is this Mrs.
Harlow?" A woman's voice.
Professional.
Neutral.
"Yes."
"My name is Karen Delaney.
May you like
I'm a family support worker with the county.
We've received a referral regarding your children's welfare and I'd like to arrange a time to visit."