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Chapter 7: The Right Question

Nora was awake when they came back in, sitting up in the hospital bed with her rabbit in her lap and a cup of apple juice on the tray table that she hadn't touched.

She looked better — the color had come back to her face, and the wild, desperate quality that had defined every moment of the previous night was gone.

What remained was something more familiar: the watchful, self-contained expression of a child who processed the world carefully before responding to it.

"How does your ear feel?" Sarah asked, sitting in the chair beside the bed.

"Quiet," Nora said.

She seemed to consider the word after she'd said it, as if testing whether it was accurate.

"It feels quiet now."

"Good.

That's exactly what it should feel like."

Daniel stood near the window, giving them space without leaving the room.

Nora looked at Sarah.

"Are you going to ask me questions?"

"A few.

Is that okay?"

"The other lady is going to ask me questions too.

Daddy told me."

"Detective Voss.

Yes.

But she's going to ask you different questions than mine."

Nora picked at a loose thread on the rabbit's ear.

"What kind are yours?"

"The kind that are just between us," Sarah said.

"Unless you tell me it's okay to share them."

Nora looked at her father.

He gave her a small nod.

"Okay," Nora said.

Sarah leaned forward slightly, elbows on her knees, bringing herself level with the girl.

"You told us last night that Renata said the seed would make the bad dreams stop.

About your mom."

Nora nodded.

"Did she say that once, or more than once?"

Nora thought about it.

"A few times.

The first time I said no."

"What made you say yes?"

The question sat in the air.

Nora pulled the rabbit closer.

"She showed me a picture," Nora said.

Sarah kept her voice even.

"What kind of picture?"

"Of a little girl.

She said the little girl used to have bad dreams too, and then she didn't anymore." Nora paused.

"She said the girl's mom had d*ed too.

Like mine."

Daniel's hand moved to the window frame.

"Did you know the girl in the picture?" Sarah asked.

"No.

I'd never seen her before."

"What did she look like?"

"Little.

Younger than me.

She had red hair." Nora looked at the apple juice.

"She was smiling in the picture.

Renata said that was after.

That she was happy after."

Sarah absorbed this without reacting.

"Did Renata show you anything else?

Any other pictures, or letters, or anything written down?"

Nora shook her head.

Then she stopped.

"She showed me the seed."

"Before she put it in?"

"Yes.

She said it was special.

She said it came from a plant that grew near where her grandmother lived, and her grandmother used it when children couldn't sleep." Nora's voice was matter-of-fact, the way children relay things they were told by adults — with the particular flatness of something memorized rather than understood.

"She said it was a secret.

She said if I told Daddy, it wouldn't work."

The room was very still.

"She said that?" Sarah said.

"That it wouldn't work if you told?"

"That the magic only works if it's a secret." Nora looked at her directly.

"I know there's no magic.

I'm seven, not five." A pause.

"But I wanted the dreams to stop."

Something in Sarah's chest tightened in a way she didn't show.

"Of course you did," she said quietly.

"Is she in trouble?" Nora asked.

"Yes."

Nora seemed to consider this.

"I'm not in trouble?"

"No.

You didn't do anything wrong."

"I kept the secret."

"She told you to.

That's not the same as choosing to." Sarah held the girl's gaze.

"Nora, you did exactly the right thing last night.

You kept pointing at your ear.

You didn't stop telling us, even when we weren't listening well enough."

Nora looked down at the rabbit.

"I was scared you'd think I was making it up."

"I know.

But you kept going anyway." Sarah paused.

"That was very brave."

Nora was quiet for a moment.

Then she looked up with an expression that was, somehow, both very young and very old at once.

"The little girl in the picture," she said.

"Is she okay?"

Sarah looked at her steadily.

"We're going to find out."

Nora nodded, as if this was the answer she had expected and had decided it was good enough.

Daniel crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed.

Nora leaned into him without ceremony — just shifted her weight against his side the way children do when they are done being brave for a while and need to simply be held.

He put his arm around her.

Sarah stood, picked up her notepad, and walked to the door.

"Sarah," Daniel said.

She turned.

"The picture," he said.

"The little girl with red hair."

"I know," Sarah said.

"I'm going to call Voss right now."

She was already in the corridor when her phone rang.

It was a number she didn't recognize.

She answered it.

"Is this the nurse?" The voice was smooth.

Practiced.

May you like

The same voice from the ward phone the night before.

"The one who's been asking so many questions about me?"

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