Chapter 8: Thomas and Lily
Diane called me on a Tuesday morning, three weeks after the church.
"They want to meet you," she said.
I was at my kitchen table with coffee and a folder of documents I no longer needed to review.
The federal case was moving.
Collier's statement had been delivered to Diane's attorney.
Celeste had retained a criminal defense team and stopped returning calls from anyone outside that team.
Adrian was in custody pending a bail hearing that his own attorneys were privately describing as unlikely to go his way.
"Me?" I said.
"Why?"
"Because Thomas found the news article," Diane said.
"He's fourteen.
He reads everything.
He found the article about the wedding and he read it three times and then he came to me and said — " She stopped.
I heard her take a breath.
"He said, 'Mom, someone helped you come home.'"
I set my coffee down.
"You don't have to," she said quickly.
"I told him I would ask and that it was entirely your choice.
He just — he wanted to say thank you.
In person.
He's very serious about things like that.
He gets it from—" She stopped again.
A different kind of stop.
"He gets it from me, I think."
"I'd like to meet them," I said.
We met at a park near Diane's apartment.
It was a Saturday, gray and mild, the kind of afternoon that couldn't decide whether it was still winter.
Thomas was tall for fourteen, with his mother's eyes and a gravity about him that made him seem older.
Lily was small and watchful and had a stuffed rabbit tucked under one arm that she was clearly slightly embarrassed about but not embarrassed enough to leave at home.
Thomas shook my hand.
"Thank you," he said.
"For what you did."
"Your mother did the hard part," I said.
"She came back.
That took more courage than anything I did."
He considered this seriously, the way he seemed to consider everything.
"She said you stayed," he said.
"When you could have left.
She said you stayed so you could get the evidence."
"I needed time," I said.
"That's what she said too." He looked at me.
"Were you scared?"
I thought about the wine cellar.
The dark.
The sound of the lock.
"Yes," I said.
"But being scared doesn't mean you stop."
He nodded slowly, as if filing this away.
Lily had been examining me from a careful distance.
Now she stepped forward and held out the rabbit.
"This is Gerald," she said.
"You can hold him if you want."
I took Gerald with both hands and held him properly.
"He's very distinguished," I said.
Lily's face broke into a smile so sudden and complete it was like a window opening.
We walked for a while.
Diane and I talked about small things — coffee, the neighborhood, a bookshop she had found nearby.
Thomas walked slightly ahead, hands in his pockets, occasionally stopping to look at something and then moving on.
Lily walked between us and told me at length about Gerald's history, his preferences, and his complicated feelings about Tuesdays.
When we said goodbye at the park gate, Diane hugged me.
"I don't know how to thank you," she said quietly.
"You already did," I said.
"You sent the letter."
She pulled back and looked at me.
"What will you do now?"
I thought about my apartment.
The folder on the kitchen table I didn't need anymore.
The coffee going cold.
"I'm going to take a few weeks," I said.
"And then I'm going to go back to work.
The real work." I paused.
"There are other Adrians.
Other files.
Other signatures that don't belong to the people who signed them."
She nodded.
Thomas had stopped a few feet away and was waiting, hands still in his pockets, watching the street with that serious, patient face.
"Thomas," Diane called.
He turned.
"Say goodbye."
"Goodbye," he said.
Then, after a moment: "I hope you find them.
The other files."
"I will," I said.
He nodded once, satisfied, and turned back toward the street.
Lily waved Gerald's paw at me as they walked away.
I stood at the gate until they turned the corner.
Then I walked to my car, sat down, and for the first time in eleven months, I had nowhere I needed to be and nothing I needed to hide and no one I needed to watch carefully from the corner of my eye.
I sat there for a while.
Just that.
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