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Chapter 7: Patricia

The hospital was quiet at that hour.

My father sat in the chair beside the bed while the doctor examined my knees, and he didn't say anything, which was how I knew he was angrier than he had appeared in that living room.

My father went quiet when he was truly angry.

The words in the living room had been work.

This silence was something else.

"Both knees have significant soft tissue damage," the doctor said.

"The left is worse.

You'll need imaging tomorrow and physical therapy for several weeks.

No weight-bearing tonight."

"Okay," I said.

"You're also showing signs consistent with a sedative in your system.

We'll run a full panel."

"Okay."

The doctor looked at my wrists.

At my hair.

He didn't ask.

He had probably seen enough to know when not to ask.

After he left, my father and I were alone.

"You built a false trail," I said.

"Eighteen months ago."

"Yes."

"You knew someone might come looking."

"I thought it was possible."

"You knew about Brandon."

He was quiet for a moment.

"I had concerns.

I didn't have proof.

And you loved him." He looked at his hands.

"I thought I might be wrong."

"Were you ever wrong about someone before?"

"Yes.

Twice." He paused.

"Both times it cost me more than I want to tell you about."

I looked at the ceiling.

The sedative was still wearing off at the edges and everything felt slightly too bright.

"There's a little boy in Chicago," I said.

"I know."

"He's four years old and his father is going to prison and he doesn't know any of it yet."

"I know, Emily."

"That's not Brandon's consequence.

That's just — that's just a child."

My father didn't answer immediately.

When he did, his voice was careful.

"Patricia will need support.

Legal and financial.

I'll make sure she has access to the right people.

The boy won't go without."

"You'd do that?"

"He didn't choose his father." A pause.

"Neither did you, when you were small."

I turned my head to look at him.

He was looking at the wall.

His profile in the low hospital light looked older than I usually let myself see it.

"Dad."

"Mm."

"What are you going to do to Brandon?"

"The legal process will do most of it.

The financial fraud alone carries significant exposure.

The @ssault charges, the coercion, the conspiracy with Marsh and Pryce — his attorney knows there's no favorable outcome at trial."

"That's not what I asked."

He looked at me then.

"I'm not going to do anything to Brandon," he said.

"I'm going to let him spend the rest of his life knowing that he had one chance — one chance — to be the kind of man who deserved you.

And he used that chance to chain you to a floor."

I felt something loosen in my chest.

Something I hadn't known was clenched.

"That's enough?" I asked.

"For me it is." He reached over and put his hand over mine on the bed rail.

"Is it enough for you?"

I thought about it honestly.

"Ask me in a few months," I said.

He almost smiled.

"Fair."

We sat quietly for a while.

Cooper was in the car with one of my father's men, who had apparently produced a blanket and a bowl of water from somewhere without being asked.

I had been told this as if it were routine, which I suspected it was.

"The woman," I said.

"Melissa."

"What about her?"

"She cut my hair."

"Yes."

"She also recorded everything.

And gave you the names."

"Yes."

"What happens to her?"

My father considered this.

"That's not my decision to make."

"Whose is it?"

"Yours."

I hadn't expected that.

I lay there and thought about Melissa standing in the doorway with her phone recording, her hands shaking, saying *I'm sorry* in a voice that sounded like it had been waiting a long time to say it.

I thought about her saying *I was wrong about that too.*

I didn't forgive her that night.

I wasn't built that way — I couldn't manufacture forgiveness on a schedule.

But I filed her away in a different place than I had filed Brandon.

A place that had a door in it, instead of just a wall.

My phone — a replacement my father's associate had produced from somewhere — buzzed on the bedside table.

I looked at the screen.

It was a number I didn't recognize.

Chicago area code.

I looked at my father.

"I didn't give her your number," he said immediately.

I stared at the screen.

It buzzed again.

"She might not even know yet," I said.

"No.

She doesn't know yet."

"Then how does she have my number?"

My father picked up his own phone.

Made a call.

Spoke three sentences quietly.

Listened.

Set the phone down.

"Brandon called her," he said.

"Twenty minutes ago.

From the room, before his attorney arrived.

One of my men was watching his phone but didn't catch it in time."

"What did he tell her?"

"We don't know yet."

I looked at the incoming call still lighting up the screen.

Whatever Brandon had told Patricia, she had called me immediately.

Not him.

Not an attorney.

Me.

I picked up the phone.

"Hello?"

A silence.

Then a woman's voice, careful and controlled in the way voices get when someone is working very hard not to fall apart.

"Is this Emily?"

"Yes."

Another silence.

"He told me you were trying to take everything from him," she said.

"That you'd hired people to destroy him.

That none of it was true, what they were saying."

I didn't answer right away.

"He called you to warn you," I said.

"Or to get your sympathy.

Or both."

"Yes." A breath.

"He's done that before.

When things go wrong, he calls me and tells me a version of it that makes him the victim." Her voice was very steady now.

Steadier than mine would have been.

"I believed him the first few times."

"But not tonight."

"He sounded different tonight." A pause.

"Scared."

I closed my eyes.

"Patricia," I said.

"I think we need to talk.

Not tonight.

But soon."

A long silence.

"He has a son," she said.

"Our son."

"I know."

"Whatever he did—"

"I know," I said.

"I know."

She started crying then.

Quietly, the way people cry when they've been holding it for a long time and something finally gives way.

I listened.

I didn't hang up.

I didn't say anything useful.

I just stayed on the line while a woman I had never met cried in an apartment in Chicago that my husband had bought with my money, and I thought about how many people Brandon had built his life on top of, and how none of us had known about the others.

When she finally quieted, I said: "Are you safe tonight?"

"Yes.

He's not here."

"Okay.

I'll call you in a few days.

We'll figure out what you need."

After I hung up, my father looked at me for a long moment.

"You didn't have to do that," he said.

"I know."

"Most people wouldn't have."

"She has a four-year-old," I said.

"And she just found out her life was a lie." I set the phone down.

"Somebody should stay on the line."

My father looked at me in the way he sometimes did — like he was seeing something he had hoped for but hadn't been certain of.

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He didn't say anything.

He didn't need to.

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