Chapter 10: One Glass of Wine
Three weeks later, I drove up to the lake house on a Friday after my shift.
I stopped at the gas station two miles out — not for coffee, just for gas — and then I turned down the county road and came around the bend where the water first appears through the trees.
It was early evening.
The light was flat and gold across the lake.
I parked in my own driveway.
I unlocked my own door with my own key.
The house was exactly as I had left it.
Clean, quiet, the air inside slightly cool from the week of closed windows.
I opened the back door and stood on the porch for a while, listening to the water.
Margaret came across the road about twenty minutes later, carrying a small jar of something from her garden.
"Saw your car," she said.
"Just came up for the weekend."
She handed me the jar.
Strawberry preserves, the label said, in her handwriting.
"How are you doing?" she asked.
"Better," I said.
And then, because it was true: "Good, actually."
She nodded.
She looked out at the lake.
"Your father drove past twice last month.
Didn't stop."
"I know.
Diane told me to log it if it happened again."
"I logged it."
"Thank you, Margaret."
She waved it off the way she always did, as if watching out for a neighbor were simply what a person did, nothing worth acknowledging.
She stayed for a cup of tea and left before dark.
I made dinner.
I opened a bottle of wine I had been saving for no particular reason.
I poured one glass and set the second one back in the cabinet.
I sat on the porch until it was fully dark, listening to the lake.
The water made the same sound it always made.
The trees were the same trees.
The dock was the same dock I had walked out on the first morning I owned this place, before there was furniture inside, before there was anything except the deed with my name on it and the knowledge that I had built this from nothing.
Aunt Carol had sent a card that arrived the previous week.
Just a card, no long message.
On the inside she had written: *I'm glad you held on.
Some things are worth holding on to.*
I had put it on the windowsill above the kitchen sink.
I thought about what my father had said on the phone.
That he had wanted the house to stay in the family.
That he had wanted something to hold onto too.
I understood that, in the way you can understand something and still know it doesn't change what happened.
The lake was dark now, the far shore just a line of shadows.
Somewhere across the water a loon called once and went quiet.
I finished my wine.
I went inside.
I locked the door — my door, my lock, my key — and went to bed in the house I had built from six years of overtime and cheap meals and canceled vacations and every dollar that had mattered.
In the morning I woke up to the sound of the water, and for the first time in a long time, I didn't check my phone before I got up.
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Some things are only yours because you refused to let them be taken.
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