Chapter 4: The Unknown Number

I read the message three times.
*There's something you don't know about Lauren.*
My mother was still standing at the side of my bed.
My father hadn't moved from the chair.
Neither of them could see the screen from where they were.
I locked the phone and set it face-down.
"You should both go," I said.
My mother opened her mouth.
"I need to rest," I said.
"That's what the doctors told me.
Rest.
Which I wasn't getting four hours ago, but I'm going to try now."
My father stood.
He looked older than he had at Christmas.
Smaller somehow, like the chair had compressed him.
"We'll come back tomorrow," he said.
"I know," I said.
Not yes.
Not please do.
Just: I know.
They left.
My mother paused at the door, her hand on the frame.
She looked back at me the way you look at something you're not sure you'll see again the same way.
Then she let the door close behind her.
I picked up the phone.
The number had no name attached.
No area code I recognized.
I typed back one word.
*Who is this?*
The reply came in under a minute.
*Someone who worked for Lauren's husband.
Past tense.
My name is Carrie.
I've been trying to decide whether to contact you for two weeks.
Tonight I saw the hospital post on your sister's story.
I need you to know what she's been doing.*
I stared at the screen.
The monitor beeped.
Down the hall, someone laughed — a nurse, maybe, at the station.
*What has she been doing?* I typed.
The three dots appeared.
Then disappeared.
Then appeared again.
*Not over text.
Can I come to the hospital tomorrow morning?
I can show you everything.*
I should have been cautious.
I know that.
A stranger, an unknown number, a message timed to arrive minutes after Lauren threatened to contest the will.
Every sensible instinct I had said wait.
Verify.
Don't move fast.
But then I thought about Lauren's face when she saw the line through her name.
The way she'd said *contest* like she'd already rehearsed it.
The way my father had looked at her — not surprised.
Warned.
*Nine o'clock,* I typed back.
*Room 412.
Ask for Marisol at the nurses' station.*
I set the phone down and lay back against the pillow.
The ceiling was white and absolutely blank.
I stared at it for a long time.
At some point, Marisol came to check my IV.
She adjusted the drip, made a small note on her clipboard, and glanced at my face.
"You should sleep," she said.
"I know."
"Is there anything you need before I go?"
I thought about it.
"No," I said.
"I think everything I need is coming at nine o'clock."
She gave me a look that was equal parts professional concern and pure human curiosity, then clicked off the overhead light and left me in the blue-grey glow of the monitors.
I did not sleep for a long time.
When I finally did, I dreamed about the lake house.
My father teaching me to fish off the dock when I was seven.
Lauren too young to hold a rod, sitting behind us with her shoes off, dangling her feet over the edge.
It had been a good day.
I was sure of it.
I just couldn't remember, in the dream, whether my parents had been watching me or her.
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In the morning, Marisol brought me coffee and a small cup of orange juice and told me someone named Carrie had checked in at the front desk.
"She's been here since eight forty," Marisol said.
"Send her up," I said.
The door opened twelve minutes later.
Carrie was in her early thirties.
Dark coat, sensible shoes, a canvas tote over one shoulder.
She looked like someone who had not slept well either.
She stood just inside the door and looked at me the way people look when they've been building up to something for weeks and are suddenly terrified they've made a mistake.
"Miranda?" she said.
"Sit down, Carrie," I said.
"And tell me everything."
She reached into the canvas tote and pulled out a brown envelope.
She held it with both hands.
"Before I do," she said, "I need you to understand — I tried to handle this quietly first.
I went to Lauren directly, three months ago.
I told her I knew.
I told her she needed to stop."
"Stop what?" I said.
Carrie set the envelope on the bed beside my hand.
"Using your name," she said.
"Your signature.
Your company's licensing credentials.
For the past eighteen months."
The monitor beeped.
May you like
I didn't look away from her face.
"Show me," I said.