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Chapter 8: What Her Mother Said

Dorothy's mother, Patricia, had been unconscious or barely responsive for six weeks.

The stroke had been severe.

The doctors had used words like *significant impairment* and *uncertain prognosis*.

Dorothy had been preparing, in the quiet way people prepare for things they can't say out loud, for the possibility that her mother might never speak clearly again.

But Patricia was awake.

And the doctor said she was asking for Dorothy.

We drove to the hospital that evening.

Daniel stayed with Nancy.

Patricia was propped up against pillows when we came in.

She was thinner than before, and her left hand lay still at her side, but her eyes were clear and tracking, and when Dorothy walked through the door, she turned her head.

"Dorothy," she said.

The word was slow and slightly slurred, but unmistakable.

Dorothy sat in the chair beside the bed and took her mother's right hand.

I stood near the door.

"Mom," Dorothy said.

"How are you feeling?"

"Tired." Patricia's eyes moved to me briefly, then back to Dorothy.

"I need to tell you something."

"I know, Mom.

I already know."

Patricia's eyes sharpened.

"Daniel," she said.

"Yes."

A long pause.

"You found him."

"He found me.

Eight months ago." Dorothy kept her voice even.

"I've been meeting with him.

I've been getting to know him.

He's been sick, Mom.

He's been very sick."

Patricia closed her eyes.

Opened them again.

"I should have told you," she said.

"Yes."

"I was afraid."

"I know."

"I didn't want—" She stopped.

Gathered herself.

"Your father and I had just gotten through so much.

Gerald's affairs.

The shame of it.

I couldn't bring another piece of it into our house."

"He was a person, Mom.

Not a piece of it.

He was a little boy."

Patricia didn't answer.

"He grew up alone," Dorothy said.

"He had no family.

He's spent his whole life not knowing he had a sister.

And now he's dying, and we have maybe three months, and I can't get those years back for him."

The monitor beside the bed beeped steadily.

"I'm sorry," Patricia said.

The words came out slow and effortful.

"I know that doesn't fix it."

"No," Dorothy said.

"It doesn't."

Another silence.

"Will you bring him?" Patricia asked.

"To see me."

Dorothy looked at her for a long moment.

"That's his choice," she said.

"Not mine."

Patricia nodded, a small, effortful movement.

"Tell him—" She stopped.

Her right hand tightened around Dorothy's.

"Tell him his mother was a good woman.

I only met her once.

A long time ago.

But she was good." Her voice dropped.

"Gerald didn't deserve either of them."

Dorothy's composure held.

Barely.

"I'll tell him," she said.

We stayed another hour.

Patricia slept for part of it.

Dorothy sat beside her and held her hand and didn't say much.

On the way out, in the corridor, she stopped walking and stood very still with her back against the wall.

I stood beside her.

"She's sorry," Dorothy said, not quite to me.

"I heard."

"It doesn't undo it."

"No."

"But she asked to see him.

That's something." She pushed off the wall.

"I need to call Daniel."

She called him from the parking lot.

I heard his end of the conversation in fragments — his voice careful and neutral when she told him, then quiet for a long time.

"What did he say?" I asked when she hung up.

"He said he'd think about it." She unlocked the car.

"He also said — and I don't know what to do with this — he said he doesn't want to spend his last months being angry.

He said he's too tired for it."

"That sounds like someone who's made peace with something."

"Or someone who never had the luxury of being angry in the first place." She got in the car.

Sat for a moment before starting it.

"I keep thinking about what Nancy said.

About my mother saving the house for later." She looked at me.

"Maybe that's what Daniel is doing.

Saving whatever energy he has left for something that isn't grief."

I didn't answer.

She was right, and she didn't need me to confirm it.

She started the car.

"He's coming to dinner again next Sunday," she said.

"And I think Ruth is going to ask again about meeting him.

I told her I'd let her know after tonight."

"What are you going to tell her?"

Dorothy pulled out of the parking space.

"I'm going to tell her yes," she said.

"Because Daniel said he doesn't want to be angry.

And because Ruth is seventy-two years old and she's been carrying this for two weeks and she called me instead of pretending she didn't know." She paused.

"People don't always do the right thing immediately.

Sometimes they do it late.

I think late still counts."

She drove.

I watched the hospital lights shrink in the side mirror.

Then my phone buzzed.

A text from a number I didn't have saved.

I read it.

*Mr.

Calloway.

My name is Thomas Reede.

I'm an attorney.

I believe you and your wife may be in contact with a man named Daniel Marsh.

May you like

I'd like to speak with you before you take any further steps regarding the Carver Street property.

There are complications you are not aware of.*

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