Chapter 5: Bagels and a Borrowed Smile
I told her with my eyes to stay quiet.
She understood.
Sixty-eight years of raising children and reading rooms — she understood without a single word.
I stood up, smoothed my shirt, and went to the top of the stairs.
Nicolas was in the entryway below, setting a paper bag on the hall table, still in his jacket.
He looked up when he heard me and smiled — that wide, easy smile that had always worked on everyone.
"Morning, sis.
How'd everyone sleep?"
"Fine," I said.
"Come on up.
Mom's awake."
He came upstairs with the bag of bagels, and I followed him into her room.
He pulled a chair to the other side of her bed and leaned forward with both elbows on his knees, his whole body turned toward her like he was her favorite person in the world.
He had always been good at that.
Looking like the right answer.
"How are you feeling today?" he asked her.
"Tired," she said.
"Nicolas, I need to ask you something."
He tilted his head.
"Of course."
"Those papers you brought last week.
The ones I signed." She looked at him steadily.
"What exactly did I sign?"
Something moved behind his eyes.
Very fast.
Gone in less than a second.
"Insurance forms, Mom.
We talked about it, remember?
Updating the beneficiary information so everything would be in order if something—"
"She doesn't remember signing anything about the house," I said.
The smile didn't disappear.
It adjusted.
That was worse somehow — the adjustment.
"The house?" He looked at me, then back at Mom, spreading his hands.
"I don't know what you mean."
"Then you won't mind if I show you the document." I pulled the folded copy from my back pocket — not the original, which was now locked in my car — and held it out toward him.
He didn't reach for it.
"I'm looking at a property transfer form with Mom's signature on it," I said.
"Notarized eleven days ago.
Want to tell me what that is?"
"That's—" He stopped.
Started again.
"That's a protection measure.
With her condition, the doctors said—"
"Which doctor?" I asked.
"Give me a name."
His jaw moved.
"Nicolas." My mother's voice was soft but it cut right through the room.
"Look at me."
He looked at her.
"Did you have me sign my house over to you while I was asleep?"
The silence lasted four full seconds.
I counted them.
"Mom, I was trying to protect the asset.
If something happens to you, probate can take—"
"Did you have me sign my house over to you while I was asleep?"
He set the bagel bag on the nightstand.
Carefully.
Like it needed to be placed exactly right.
"You would have agreed if you'd been fully awake," he said.
"I know you would have.
I was doing what was best for the family."
My mother let out a breath.
It wasn't loud.
It wasn't dramatic.
But it was the sound of something finally landing after a long fall.
"Get out of my house," she said.
"Mom—"
"This is still my house." Her voice didn't waver.
"Until someone proves otherwise in a court of law, this is still my house.
And I want you to leave it."
Nicolas stood up.
He looked at me, and for the first time since he had walked through the door, the smile was completely gone.
"You're making a mistake," he said to me.
"You have no idea what you're doing."
"I have an appointment with an attorney this afternoon," I said.
"I think I know exactly what I'm doing."
He picked up his jacket from the back of the chair.
At the door he stopped, one hand on the frame, and turned back once.
"I did this for the family," he said.
Neither of us answered him.
His footsteps went down the stairs.
The front door closed.
Not a slam — just a click.
Somehow that was worse.
My mother reached for my hand again.
Her grip was stronger than it had been in weeks.
"How long has this been going on?" she asked quietly.
"I don't know yet," I said.
"But I'm going to find out."
Down the hallway, I heard Lucas's bedroom door open.
Small footsteps.
Then his face appeared in the doorway, still in his pajamas, his hair pressed flat on one side from sleeping.
He looked at me.
Then at Grandma.
Then at the empty chair where Nicolas had been sitting.
"Is he gone?" Lucas asked.
"He's gone," I said.
Lucas crossed the room, climbed up onto the bed beside his grandmother, and tucked himself under her arm like he had done since he was three years old.
"Good," he said.
My mother pressed her lips to the top of his head and closed her eyes.
I went downstairs to get my car keys.
I had an attorney to see.
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And somewhere between this house and that office, I needed to figure out exactly how far back this went — because a property transfer form notarized eleven days ago did not happen on a first attempt.
Nicolas had been practicing.
