Chapter 10: The Chipped Cabinet
Six weeks later, I fixed Hannah's kitchen cabinet.
It took forty minutes.
She sat at the table with Leo and a colouring book and offered commentary throughout, which was how I knew she was feeling better.
"You're holding the screwdriver wrong."
"I've been holding screwdrivers since before you were born."
"That explains the cabinet."
Leo looked up from his colouring.
"Grandpa, is it going to fall again?"
"It is not going to fall again."
"You said that last time," Hannah said.
"Last time I was distracted."
"By what?"
"By being about to make a very significant mistake."
She was quiet for a moment.
Then: "The cabinet was already broken before Florence."
"I know." I tightened the last screw.
"I just never got around to it."
I stepped back.
The cabinet door hung straight.
I opened and closed it twice.
"There," I said.
Leo applauded.
Hannah smiled into her coffee.
I came and sat at the table.
Leo immediately climbed onto my lap, which at sixty-four required a certain structural commitment, but I managed.
"The Harwick development completes in February," I said.
"I've had the company restructured.
Martin's shares have been transferred as part of the settlement agreement — his solicitor negotiated a civil resolution alongside the crjminal charges.
He won't see a penny of the development profit."
"And Florence?"
"She cooperated fully with the investigation.
The district attorney accepted a plea on the fraud charges.
She'll serve a suspended sentence and repay the full amount over five years." I paused.
"She called me last week."
Hannah looked up.
"I didn't answer," I said.
"But she left a message.
She said—" I thought about it.
"She said she was sorry it had been real enough to make her ashamed of it.
I'm not sure what to do with that."
"You don't have to do anything with it."
"No." I looked at the cabinet.
"I don't."
Leo was drawing something on the edge of the colouring book.
A house with a large door and several figures of varying heights standing outside it.
"Who's that?" I asked.
"Us," he said.
"That's you.
That's Mommy.
That's me.
That's Ruth." He pointed to a small figure slightly apart from the others.
"That's the dog."
"We don't have a dog."
"Not yet," he said.
Hannah caught my eye over his head.
She was trying not to smile.
"We'll talk about the dog," I said.
"Okay," Leo said, and went back to his drawing, apparently satisfied that *we'll talk about it* was a form of yes.
The kitchen was warm.
The cabinet was fixed.
Outside, the first leaves of autumn were coming down in Hannah's small garden, orange and unhurried, covering the grass in the particular way that had always made me think of Margaret — not with grief, exactly, but with the quiet acknowledgement that something good had been and was still, in its way, present.
Hannah reached across the table and put her hand over mine.
She didn't say anything.
Neither did I.
Leo kept drawing.
The house on the page had smoke coming from the chimney and a sun in the corner with straight lines radiating outward, the way children always draw suns — certain, generous, unambiguous.
I looked at it for a long time.
Then I turned my hand over and held my daughter's.
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Some people count on the ones who love them most never looking closely enough.
But love, real love, keeps records — in labeled USB drives, in nine-one-one calls made by five-year-old hands, in daughters who keep trying even when no one is listening.
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