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Chapter 4: The Woman Marcus Never Mentioned

I called Claire back the next morning.

Not from my cell phone.

From my office line, because I wanted to be sitting at my desk when I had the conversation, with both feet on the floor and a cup of coffee in front of me.

I needed to feel like myself.

Like the person who signed documents and made decisions and did not fall apart in the middle of things.

She answered on the second ring.

"I wasn't sure you'd call," she said.

"I almost didn't," I said.

"Tell me what you know."

A pause.

Then: "How much do you want?"

"All of it."

She took a breath.

"Marcus and Serena were together for four years before the engagement.

They got engaged when he was thirty-one.

His family loved her — Margaret especially.

She'd already started talking about the wedding, the grandchildren, all of it.

Then Serena ended it."

"Why?"

"Because she found out he'd been lying to her.

Not about another woman.

About money.

He had debts she didn't know about.

Significant ones.

He'd hidden them for two years.

When she confronted him, he didn't deny it.

He just said he'd been going to tell her."

I was quiet for a moment.

"What kind of debts?"

"Business debts, mostly.

A failed investment he'd made without telling her.

He'd borrowed from his parents to cover part of it, which is why Margaret knew.

She helped him hide it from Serena too, for a while.

When it all came out, Serena walked away."

I set my coffee cup down carefully.

"And then he met me," I said.

"Yes," Claire said.

"And you, from what Serena says, are the opposite of someone who could be kept in the dark about money."

That landed somewhere quiet and deep.

"Margaret never forgave Serena for leaving," Claire continued.

"But she also never forgave Marcus for needing to be forgiven.

And then you came along — successful, independent, someone who didn't need him financially — and I think that terrified her.

Because if you didn't need him, you might leave him too.

And this time it would be his fault."

"So she spent four years trying to make me feel like I wasn't enough," I said.

"I think she spent four years trying to make you small enough to stay."

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I sat with that for a long moment after we hung up.

Then Marcus called.

I answered.

"We need to talk," he said.

"In person.

Tonight."

"I know," I said.

"Come to the apartment.

Seven o'clock."

"Diane—"

"Seven o'clock, Marcus."

I hung up and looked at the window.

The Chicago skyline, gray and familiar.

I had built something real in this city.

I had built it quietly, without asking anyone's permission, without needing anyone's approval.

And my husband had called his ex-fiancée to tell her I had finally shown my true colors.

I opened my email and typed a message to my attorney.

Short.

Specific.

I asked her to pull the prenuptial agreement we had signed before the wedding and send it to my personal address.

Then I went to the quarterly review at Bellini's.

---

The finance meeting lasted ninety minutes.

My general manager, a steady, precise woman named Rosa, walked me through the numbers with the same calm efficiency she always brought.

Revenue up.

Covers up.

One supplier contract due for renegotiation.

Halfway through, my phone buzzed on the table.

A text from Marcus.

*My mother wants to apologize.

She's asking if she can come tonight.*

Rosa glanced at the phone, then back at her spreadsheet.

She said nothing.

I turned the phone face-down.

"Where were we?" I said.

"Supplier contract," Rosa said.

"Right," I said.

"Let's renegotiate."

After the meeting, Rosa walked me to the door.

She paused before I left.

"Is everything okay?" she said.

"Not entirely," I said.

"But it will be."

She nodded once.

That was enough.

I stepped out onto the street and typed back to Marcus.

*Your mother is not coming tonight.

Seven o'clock.

Just you.*

His response took four minutes.

*She just wants to explain.*

I put the phone in my bag and walked to my car.

Margaret wanted to explain.

The woman who had spent four years explaining, in careful, pleasant tones, exactly why I was not quite right for her son — she now wanted one more opportunity to explain.

I thought about what Claire had said.

*She spent four years trying to make you small enough to stay.*

My car was cold.

I sat in it for a moment before starting the engine.

Seven o'clock.

Marcus.

May you like

Just the truth, finally, in a room with no audience and no restaurant and no performance.

I started the car.

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