Chapter 8: The Day Leo Could See
The procedure took forty-seven minutes.
I know because I watched the clock on the waiting room wall for every one of them.
There was a woman two seats down from me doing a crossword puzzle.
There was a man near the window reading something on his phone.
There was a fish tank in the corner with one orange fish that kept circling the same piece of plastic coral.
I had brought a book.
I didn't open it.
When the nurse came to get me, she was smiling, which I took as a good sign.
She led me back through a door and down a short hallway and into a recovery room where Leo was sitting up in a reclining chair with a paper cup of apple juice and a look on his face I hadn't seen in a long time.
"Mom," he said.
"It worked."
I sat down next to him and took his hand.
"Tell me," I said.
"Everything's still a little blurry from the drops.
But the doctor said that's normal and it'll clear up.
She said the treatment went exactly as planned." He paused.
"She said my corneas look good."
I squeezed his hand.
"She said if I come back in six weeks and everything is stable, we might be able to start talking about whether I still need the same prescription." He looked at me with those careful eyes behind those careful glasses.
"She said it might slow down enough that I keep most of what I have."
"That's what we were hoping for," I said.
"I know." He took a sip of his juice.
"Mom?"
"Yeah?"
"Were you scared?
While you were waiting?"
"A little," I said.
"Were you?"
"A little." He considered this.
"But mostly I just wanted it to be done so we could go home."
I laughed.
It came out slightly louder than I intended, and the nurse glanced over from the doorway, and Leo looked at me like I had done something mildly embarrassing, which I had.
"Sorry," I said.
"It's okay," he said, in the tone of a twelve-year-old who has decided to be generous.
We sat there for another twenty minutes while the drops finished doing what they needed to do.
Leo told me about a book he was reading for school that he had decided was actually good despite initially believing it would be terrible.
I told him we could stop for food on the way home.
He requested a specific burger place with a specificity that suggested he had been thinking about it for some time.
On the way out, I stopped at the front desk to confirm the follow-up appointment.
The scheduler — a different woman from the one who had called me in the airport — looked up Leo's file and paused.
"I see there was a security note added to this account," she said.
"Verification phrase required for any changes."
"Yes," I said.
"Would you like to keep that in place?"
I looked at Leo, who was standing beside me reading a poster about eye health with the focused expression he used when something genuinely interested him.
"Yes," I said.
"Keep it."
She made a note.
We walked out into the afternoon.
The light was doing what late-afternoon light does in early spring — coming in low and gold, the kind that makes ordinary things look briefly significant.
Leo squinted slightly, then reached up and adjusted his glasses.
"Still a little sensitive," he said.
"That'll pass," I said.
"I know." He fell into step beside me.
"The doctor said so."
I sent my mother a text from the parking lot while Leo buckled his seatbelt.
*Procedure went well.
Leo is fine.
His corneas look good.*
She replied in less than a minute.
*Thank you for telling me.
Give him my love.*
I put my phone in my bag.
The lawyer I had recommended to Vance called two days later to confirm he had made an appointment.
She didn't share details — she wasn't supposed to — but her tone when she said his name suggested he had shown up and told the truth, which was more than I had expected and exactly what I had hoped for.
Garrett, as it turned out, had a history of informal lending arrangements that a single well-worded letter from a lawyer had a remarkable effect on.
The card room was a more complicated situation, but manageable.
The online platform had a formal dispute process that Vance had never used because he hadn't known it existed.
None of it was resolved in a week.
Or a month.
But it moved.
Vance called me six weeks after our kitchen conversation.
He didn't ask for money.
He asked if he could take Leo to a baseball game sometime, if Leo was interested.
I told him I'd ask.
Leo was interested.
My mother made her mortgage payment on her own for the first time in fourteen months.
She called to tell me, which she didn't have to do, and which I thought was its own kind of beginning.
I didn't restart the transfers.
But I did call her on Sundays.
Not every Sunday.
Not with the guilty regularity of someone paying a debt.
Just when I wanted to, which turned out to be more often than I would have predicted.
One evening, about two months after Leo's procedure, I was sitting at the kitchen table going through work emails when he came downstairs for a glass of water.
He stood at the counter for a moment, looking out the window at the dark backyard.
"Mom," he said.
"Yeah?"
"I've been thinking about something."
"What's that?"
He turned around.
In the kitchen light, without his glasses — he'd left them upstairs — his eyes looked clearer than they had in a long time.
Or maybe I was just paying closer attention.
"I've been thinking that we're pretty good at figuring things out," he said.
"You and me."
I looked at my son.
Twelve years old.
Six months of waiting.
Forty-seven minutes in a surgery suite.
Apple juice in a paper cup.
"Yeah," I said.
"We are."
He nodded, satisfied with this conclusion, and went back upstairs with his water.
I closed my laptop.
Made a cup of tea.
Sat down in the quiet of the kitchen and didn't think about anything in particular for a while.
It was the most at peace I had felt in a very long time.
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