Chapter 8: What Eight Years Old Looks Like
Isabella was in her room, drawing.
She had a large sketchpad open on the floor and she was lying on her stomach, working on something with a blue pencil.
She looked up when I came in.
"Is she gone?" she asked.
"Yes."
She looked back at her drawing.
"For good?"
"For good."
She was quiet for a moment.
Then she said, "Rosario made me a sandwich.
It had the crusts cut off."
"Did you eat it?"
"Yes." She turned the sketchpad around so I could see.
She had drawn the villa — the terrace, the garden, the lemon trees.
In the garden she had drawn two figures.
A tall one and a small one, standing side by side near the hedge.
"Is that us?" I asked.
"Yes." She turned it back and kept drawing.
"I'm making the sky better.
It was too white."
I sat on the floor beside her.
She didn't say anything about it.
She just kept drawing, adding colour to the sky in careful, deliberate strokes.
"Isabella," I said.
"I want to tell you some things.
And I want you to listen, and then you can ask me anything you want.
All right?"
She set the pencil down and looked at me.
"Beatriz is not coming back," I said.
"There are people — lawyers, and other people whose job it is to make sure that what happened here is dealt with properly.
It's going to take some time.
But you won't have to do anything except be eight years old."
She considered this.
"What does that mean?"
"It means your job is to go to school.
Draw pictures.
Eat sandwiches with the crusts cut off.
Sleep in your own bed.
That's all."
"What about the rubbish?"
"Rosario takes care of the rubbish."
"She always did," Isabella said.
"Beatriz just said it was my job."
"I know."
She picked up the blue pencil again.
"Dad.
The man she talked about.
Marcos." She didn't look up.
"Is he my real father?"
I had known this question was coming.
I had been thinking about how to answer it since the night before.
"I don't know the full answer to that yet," I said.
"There are tests that can tell us for certain.
We'll do them when you're ready, if you want to." I waited until she looked at me.
"But I want you to know something that is already certain, right now, without any test."
"What?"
"I have been your father since the day you were born.
I was the first person to hold you.
I chose you every single day for eight years.
And I will choose you every day for the rest of my life." I held her gaze.
"That doesn't change.
Whatever any test says.
It doesn't change."
Isabella looked at me for a long moment.
Then she said, "Okay."
Not dramatically.
Not with tears.
Just okay — the way a child says it when they have heard something they needed to hear and they are filing it away somewhere safe.
She went back to her drawing.
I stayed on the floor beside her.
After a while she handed me a green pencil without asking and tilted the sketchpad so I could reach the lower corner where the garden hedge needed filling in.
We sat like that for an hour.
The room was quiet.
Outside, the afternoon light moved across the garden and the lemon trees threw long shadows across the stone.
At some point Isabella leaned against my arm.
I didn't say anything.
Neither did she.
The hedge in the drawing got very detailed.
She was particular about the leaves.
When Rosario called us down for dinner, Isabella closed the sketchpad carefully and stood up and held out her hand.
Her palms were still wrapped in gauze.
But she held her hand out steady, without hesitation, the way a child does when they are certain the hand they are reaching for will be there.
I took it.
We went downstairs together.
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